To be honest

With you there's not much I can talk about really.

You know, I'm so desperate for work I've started praying. I'm not religious at all. Well, I used to go to Chapel, and I do believe there is a God, I believe most of what the Bible says, I'm just not religious religious, know what I mean?

But anyway, I've been praying that someone will take me on. The only times I pray is when I'm in need of something, they never get answered. But I hope that this one will finally be the one that gets answered and I get a job.

It's not that I want to be like everyone else and complain about shifts and how much I get paid. I want to work purely for the money that I really need. The money won't just go to me. I'll be able to do so much more with it. The money will pay my phone bills, I won't need to rely on my parents so much. I know it sounds really immature, but it helps my family out a lot. My mum won't have to lose like £50 quid a month, more when I need clothes because I'll be able to pay for it myself. That makes so much difference to my family that you would not believe. So the money isn't necessarily just for my benefit.

I guess that doesn't really make sense though, does it?

And at half ten, I don't really care to make sense. I just feel like shouting

COME ON, I NEED A JOB A.S.A.P.

I need Vue to get back to me and put my out of my misery.

It's like the only thing I want at the moment, besides good grades in exams of course. I wouldn't be able to work if it weren't for good marks in my GCSE's and stuff.

Do you think God reads people's blogs? If so, maybe he can answer mine....