I told you

I'd be uptight about this whole damn job application thing. I haven't told my Mum, I don't plan on telling my Mum until they actually accept me to the next stage. That is if they accept me to the next stage. I know they'd torture (not literally, obviously) if I didn't get the job. It's not that they force me to look for jobs, its that they're sick of me complaining about NOT having a job, and never having enough money to do all this stuff. I usually spend all my money on the cinema's anyway, that or books. So the money won't be spent on much.

My plan is to make an attempt to save it so that I have some money for University. Of course, I do plan on working when I get to university, its just a bit of money to start off with would be nice.

But yeah, seriously, I've checked my emails more times today than I did all last month. To be honest, I'd love to get the job, but I get the feeling that they won't hire me. I supplied one reference instead of two, which obviously isn't a good start. Secondly, I don't have any experience. Hopefully they'll overlook that when they look at it.

The interview is also something that I'm worrying about. Well, its not actually a fact that I'm even going to get to that stage, and thats only the second part! But yeah, what type of questions do they ask? What happens if I get all sarcastic and they don't like sarcastic peple? What happens if I try to be honest, and they don't like some of the answers I give?

I guess that part of the worrying comes when I do actually get to that part. So there's no real need to be anxious over that part yet, either.

I'm not planning on telling my friends either until I actually get the job. I don't want to be hounded over all the questions they'd probably ask me about why I was rejected. I'd rather get rejected alone than have everyone say something about it.

But that's just me though I guess. I never tell anyone my deepest secrets.

And now, I think I shall be going.

The Catcher in the Rye is calling my name.

Boy, now is that a good book. I'm really, really liking it so far.