Tests

Anyone who knows me the slightest knows that I hate being tested. I never do well in tests because I completely blank out what I learnt and all the work I spend on tests never work out when it comes to writing on the paper.

So when my Welsh teacher announced that we would be having a Welsh test, I panicked, and I've spent most of the night trying to remember stuff and revise, and its just not sticking, I don't even remember what half of the stuff is going on about. Which is bad. It would help if I had like a free lesson or something before hand to go over everything, but nope. I have lessons all morning which probably means I'll be cramming break time and that will not help me at all. I'll just mess everything up. I can't help it,  I just have a really, really bad memory.

Gah, I just can't deal with tests, I've not done any of my Maths homework because of this stupid Welsh test that I know I'm going to fail. It would be nice if any of my close close friends were in the same Welsh class (one of my friends took Welsh, its just not in my class) so that I could you know at least get some help on it.

But I figure I'm doomed anyway. I'm always doomed. It doesn't help that I've been having sleeping problems lately and I can't focus on anything longer than 2 minutes, my mind is wandering all the time. I guess thats my fault really. Well, not being able to sleep can partially be blamed on me, right? I just don't know what to do with myself anymore.

I'll look back on this tomorrow and think, God, why was I worrying so much. I would help if we didn't have the bac tomorrow. I chose Maths as my subject for the bac, and since I haven't done my homework, I don't know how I'm going to ask him for help, he'll be making snide comments to me about not doing my homework....

Gah, I just can't be dealing with school at the moment.

I need to get going though, I need to go on a bac book hunt.

I accidently forgot where I put it and I need it real bad. I forgot it last week and I can't forget it again, I'll be in big trouble otherwise.