I still await

Word from Vue cinema's. Maybe I should just quit whilst I'm ahead. I mean, I know I'm not going to get the job so why do I even bother?

So I haven't be obsessively checking my iPod like I was yesterday. I keep checking the website to see if any other jobs have come up, and I also keep thinking about it. But thinking, hoping, praying that I'll get the INTERVIEW even. The Job itself is a little far off to hope for at the moment. I never heard back from Clinton Cards so I've just given up on that one. They never even sent a confirmation thing to me like Vue did. So I'm hopeful that even if I don't get anywhere with them they'll let me know pretty quickly. It just means that I'm back to job hunting again. Not that I've stopped doing that now. I keep checking everywhere I can think of, its just with less vigor because I know I've already applied for a job and I could get that one.

But like I said, I can't get my hopes up because I know the job probably isn't going to be mine, even though I pray for it. Seriously. I pray for the job, that's how much I feel like I need it.

Don't you think it would be pretty cool if the manager or someone that does all the hiring looks up the people on the internet and saw this? Do you think that blogging would help me at all. I could mention if I get to the interview stage that I blog like everyday, besides like two or three days where I've had a pretty decent reason not to have.

But you know with a job, that just means less time to blog, and all my blog updates most nights (there I go again with the 'what if I do actually get a job) would be ridiculously short. But I enjoy blogging. I thought that in the end I'd probably be pulling my hair out trying to think of what to blog about, but I'm finding that I find it liberating to blog. I feel that I can get most of my emotions out (I'm not exactly a chatty person when it comes to sharing my opinion and feelings) without really caring who sees it. I don't give my blogger address to anyone I know. God. Now that would be a disaster if any of my friends found this page.

I talk about like everything on here. I'd be doomed.

On a happier note though. I finished reading Catcher in the Rye today. It was amazing. Just that short sentence there described my feelings about the entire novel. It was potentially the best book I've read for some time. But I say that about most books. I found that it was different. I enjoyed reading it like he was having some conversation with me or something. It was really, really good. I'd recommend it to anyone.

The reason I'm not reviewing it like I normally would is because... well... I don't know myself. I wasn't planning on reviewing it because it's such an old book and it wouldn't really be right to review a book about a man that just died.

So I nominated it for Book of the Month in my book club. Maybe other people would like to read it as much as I do.

Lolita is the book of the month this month. I'm not sure whether I'm really excited about reading it, or to be quite scared....

Its meant to be a disturbing but great book. But hey, maybe I'll end up loving it! You never know about stuff like that.

But yeah, I think that's all I'm going to post about today.
Fingers crossed that Vue will get back to me soon with GOOD news! Gah! I just can't wait.