Hm, I sometimes

Don't understand my sister...

Besides her taking over my life, as it seems lately, she seems to be quite worried about opening up to our parents about her new boyfriend.

I'm mentioning this assuming you remember the story I told you (or at least I think I told you) about Sara and this other foreign boyfriend she got herself.

So, knowing this, she has troubles thinking of ways of admitting to our parents that she has a boyfriend. I'm sure they'd be really happy to know she's got a boyfriend. Then she's break the news that he's 4 years older than her. Ouch. A diminish in happiness. He lives in Greek. Immediate ban from the computer I'm smelling.

You see, what I don't understand is how she hasn't learnt her lesson from last time. Where she was threatened that what she was doing was wrong on so many levels, that you can't trust people you meet off the internet enough to have a relationship with them etc, etc.

I'm coming off a little biased about it here though. I mean, I've got my penpal, Sadie, whom lives in Texas. But she'll never be more than a penpal. Know what I mean? Sure, she's my friend, and hopefully always will be, but I won't date her. Probably for the fact that she's straight... but that's not the point. It would be strange to date her. She's just a friend, and I don't really believe in internet dating. You never know their real unless they're standing right in front of you.

So, moving on, so she knows she's doing wrong. She knows Mam and Dad won't let it go on once they find out what's going on. So why does she keep messing with the boys emotions like this? I don't understand the attraction for her to be like this. To be so trusting of a boy she's known for little over a month on the internet.

What I personally don't understand again is her need to tell them in the first place.... If it was me personally, I wouldn't tell them at all. I mean, it's an internet relationship. It's not going to last. Like I'm not really piping up a long time on her going out and being the sisters maid of honour for the girls wedding. That just isn't going to happen. They'll have forgotten each other by then.

I think I just have trust issues. It probably is just that. But people have, especially her, need to be thinking about these things when their meeting new people on the internet. You never really know who's on the other side.

Anyway, this is just a confusing blog, right?

I know it is, but to me I've stated my point.

I just don't understand my sister's motives, is all. Why she trusts the guy... Why she continually goes out with this boy even though she's never met him, probably never will and why she feels the need to tell the parents even though she knows that it's not going to end up well.

Oh well, maybe I should just learn to trust her judgement on this occasion...

Night!