Exams.

Lately, these things seem to take over my mind. Believe it or not, more so than finding a job. I just can't seem to get through this lot unstressed. If that makes any sense.

You see, last year I was told (during my exams of course) that the exams I was sitting at the time were the ones that were going to determine the job I was going to get. But recently it seems like the complete opposite and the exams I sat last year are nowhere near as important as the exams I'm sitting now.

This only seems to add to the stress, you know? The pressure knowing you have to do them right or your not going to get very far in life.

Then there's also the added family pressure because my brother doesn't seem to do good in these exams. Well, he used to. Then his AS's didn't turn out as well as he hoped because he didn't revise for them. The same happened in January, and he's on his last chance now...

But anyway, moving back to the point. The family pressure is suffocating me. They tell me that the harder I work the better marks I'm going to get, I know that, but then it's all, you'll end up like Sam if you don't revise and we won't be as forgiving as we were for Sam.

It just makes me so stressed out. Luckily I don't have many exams left and then there's really not much left to do in school. But it all sucks really doesn't it?

I haven't got a clue on what I'm going to do anymore.

So, for now I'm going to read some fanfiction on my iPod and then go to sleep.

So, really there's only one thing to say....

Night!

I have to wonder why I never say Good Night. It's faster to type 'Night'... these days it seems to have the same meaning whichever way you type it. Oh well, maybe I should try saying it, someday.

Maybe someday I'll get a job, right?