Do I have a right...

To feel worried about my sister?

You see, I don't worry too easily. I'm more of a laid back, I don't care what happens around me, everything's going to happen whether I like it or not. I can't control the universe person. So me being worried should be something to worry about in itself.

But back on topic.

My sister seems to have found herself a boyfriend. He's 4 years older than her, and lives in Greece. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not being like stereotypical everyone you meet on the internet is a paedophile out to get out, but she's had experiences in the past, when she's met people over the internet that have not gone in her favour.

So, this guy, I've spoken to him myself. He's an alright guy, he seems to be an alright guy to be more to the point. For all I know, he's not the person he's trying to make himself out to be.

I know this worry is probably really stupid, but I care for my sister and I don't want her to get hurt. She seems to really like the dude -even though they barely even know each other- and there's not much really I can say to her without her blowing up at me, you know, usual teen girl stuff 'You don't know him as well as I do, he would never lift a finger to harm me'.

My worry is really not distinguishable. I don't know what I'm going to do with her anymore. She's always talking to him over facebook, and she talks about him when she's not talking to him.

I think, personally, that it's more of a teen phase. I would be more convinced of it if it was a first time thing.

So, to ease confusion, I should probably talk about what happened last time...

So when my sister was a lot younger, she's getting on to 15 now, so she couldn't really have been older than 10, 11, years old, and she met this guy from Israel (or so he said) over an art gallery website, I'm sure you've heard of it, DeviantArt.  She was literally obsessed with the guy. She did everything he told her to do. She got really defensive when Sam expressed her worry, saying that he thought it was a better thing to keep 'them' a secret. For her parents not to know about it.

We obviously knew because she wouldn't shut up about him, that's just the way it is. So, Sam, got really worried about her, she was doing these crazy things for him, nothing too serious like stripping, but telling him where we lived, how old she was, like everything personal, I think it got to the point where she gave him her phone number, and told Dad, who phoned the police. It got really bad...

So, my dad barely has any trust with her on internet things. I think she's now just going to destroy this trust all over again. I liked going on Deviant Art, because I loved looking at the artwork on it, she loved it for the chatroom. In the end, it got blocked.

So, she met this guys sister over fanfiction. For my own selfish reasons, I'm afraid now that fanfiction will be blocked if they find out she met them over fanfiction. And I'm worried that something big will happen.

In Dad's eyes she doesn't really have a good track record when it comes to liking boys. She seems to give off the wrong idea. She liked her best friends brother that's two years younger than her. He was literally like 12, which was quite worrysome, and now this.

I'm sorry, this is really just all one messed up rant...

The main point, I'm worried that she's going to do something stupid and end up getting hurt because of it. She does plan on telling Mam and Dad like she plans on marrying the guy.

I'm just not too sure that this whole thing is smart.....

So I'm going off to bed, maybe the worry'll fade away then....


Night!