Do you know what?

I'm so looking forward to leaving school now that I'm actually motivated to work really hard.

It's one of those things where the eyes are so close to the prize that's all I need to do now is get really good marks in my exams and I don't have to go back there ever again.

Well, hopefully not anyway.

I seriously hate it there.

It's not like I've got anything to hate there, I've been there for like 6 years now and I'm just ready to go. I started there when I was 11 and now I'm going on 18. That's a little too long now.

I didn't really get the option of going to College either. I would have gone to college to be with Catrin. But, evidently, I was told I wasn't allowed to go to college because apparently, I wouldn't focus as much and I'd screw up my education.

Well, I've screwed it up anyway because I did so bad in my January exams.

I failed my January exams because of my own lack of motivation, but also because of the fact that the school takes no interest in my year anyway. We feel completely separated from the rest of the school, and the opportunities that are there, just aren't there enough to keep me there.

Know what I mean?

I just don't feel like I want to be there anymore.

Though, I'm guessing that was pretty obvious, right?

Lol.

Anyway.

That's a kinda depressing blog, right?

Anyway.

I have a lot of work to be getting on with over the next week.

Should be fun, right?

Night!