Going to Cardiff tomorrow

So, I'm going to an open day in Cardiff University tomorrow which is why I won't be blogging for long tonight. Plus, I feel that I probably bored you all to death last night anyway with all my depressing thoughts.

I guess it was just one of those days. I've thought about what I blogged last night and I feel kinda stupid for feeling that way. I know the depression will come back eventually and I know I should probably seek help for it.

I just don't want to destroy what little peace we have in our family and talking about it will just bring a lot of awkward tension to the table. So I figure, that I'll just have to learnt to accept it on my own.

It's not something that I feel comfortable with talking about out loud. I mean, it's fine when I'm talking about it on a blog because I don't know the people reading it and I know by talking about it over the internet, at least I am talking about it. Whereas, I have real difficulty talking about it in real life. I don't think I'll ever be able to talk about in real life.

But anyway. I'm going to bed now, it's getting late and I have to be up really, really early...

Night!