I do seem to recall saying that I would type all about the film I saw yesterday. But subsequently I have decided that I have no longer got the willpower to talk about it at this time of night.
Which leads me to tell you, that I will therefor be talking about it tomorrow. During the daylight.
Sorry, but I'm just a woos when it comes to talking about films like that, I have to do it when there's plenty of sunshine out there, or at least a few hours to forget about it before going to bed.
Then there is also another film to add to the list. This one isn't as bad, I just don't want to stir up my mind now before going to sleep.
So I'm currently trying to get through my reading pile.
I'm on The Perks of Being a Wallflower. And let me tell you so far it is amazing. I haven't got that much left in it, but it's great so far.
Other than that there's nothing really going on in my usually boring life.
I'm going to see Robin Hood on Wednesday, something which I need to organize tomorrow. So don't let me forget! It's my birthday thing and I'm the one to organize it. Well, I'm usually the one to organize it. But it's all good. I don't mind organizing things.
I might find a job on Saturday so it's all good!
Night!
I might go and read a bit more now before going to sleep. Only for a while, take my mind off things.
Monday, 31 May 2010
Posting from the iPod
Because today does seriously take the cake on how late I'm posting today.
So let me apologise in advance for any mistakes in spelling and stuff before hand, you know what they're like. Useless on the controlled spelling front.
Anyway, there is a reason as to why blogging so late I just don't want to talk about it until tomorrow, you know whithheld suspense and stuff.
So I'll see you tomorrow
Night!!
At least you know it'll be a long post, right?
So let me apologise in advance for any mistakes in spelling and stuff before hand, you know what they're like. Useless on the controlled spelling front.
Anyway, there is a reason as to why blogging so late I just don't want to talk about it until tomorrow, you know whithheld suspense and stuff.
So I'll see you tomorrow
Night!!
At least you know it'll be a long post, right?
Sunday, 30 May 2010
Eurovision Song Contest.
You see if I had remembered about this competition being on this week, I'm sure I would have mentioned it a lot sooner.
I did forget. It's usually on like a week earlier, but oh well.
As a fellow Brit, its sort of tradition for us, as a family, to sit in front of the TV and watch the Eurovision. Not to see any new talent. To laugh at the really camp ones and vote for the really camp ones. That's what makes it funny. You should never really take Eurovision seriously.
So, me, personally, I always go and watch the show knowing that we're not going to win. We don't live next to any big country's to vote for us. Because that's how it goes these days. It's not about the talent, it's about politics these days.
Maybe it's just the fact that I'm from Britain and we're probably pretty bitter because every other country hates us and we never seem to do any form of a good song. Then there's also the fact that I've been listening to Terry Wogan's commentating most of my life.
Though I must admit, though Graham Norton tends to try and imitate Wogan, he was actually pretty funny this year. I felt that last year he seemed to be a bit awkward in his role, but he's settled in now by the looks of it and knows how things work.
All in all, it was a great night. We had a lot of fun taking the mickey out of many of the performances. France was probably one of the funniest.
But, we came last.
As expected.
But now it is getting late so I'll leave with the final comment.
Good night, great fun. I'll probably tune in next year too to see how it all goes. Though I know not to expect much...
Night!
I did forget. It's usually on like a week earlier, but oh well.
As a fellow Brit, its sort of tradition for us, as a family, to sit in front of the TV and watch the Eurovision. Not to see any new talent. To laugh at the really camp ones and vote for the really camp ones. That's what makes it funny. You should never really take Eurovision seriously.
So, me, personally, I always go and watch the show knowing that we're not going to win. We don't live next to any big country's to vote for us. Because that's how it goes these days. It's not about the talent, it's about politics these days.
Maybe it's just the fact that I'm from Britain and we're probably pretty bitter because every other country hates us and we never seem to do any form of a good song. Then there's also the fact that I've been listening to Terry Wogan's commentating most of my life.
Though I must admit, though Graham Norton tends to try and imitate Wogan, he was actually pretty funny this year. I felt that last year he seemed to be a bit awkward in his role, but he's settled in now by the looks of it and knows how things work.
All in all, it was a great night. We had a lot of fun taking the mickey out of many of the performances. France was probably one of the funniest.
But, we came last.
As expected.
But now it is getting late so I'll leave with the final comment.
Good night, great fun. I'll probably tune in next year too to see how it all goes. Though I know not to expect much...
Night!
Friday, 28 May 2010
I don't know what to feel...
Have you ever had one of those feelings?
I was told today by my Mother than my Uncle was going to die. He'd contracted the cancer that my Grandmother died of, but we'd hoped that they'd caught it quick enough to get rid of it.
They said today that it was only a matter of time before he was gone. And to be honest with you, I feel kind of emotionless, hollow. I feel bad for not feeling any more because everyone else in the family (well the people old enough to understand) are all feeling upset.
I personally don't know how to feel.
My Uncle, John, has lived away from the family for most of his life. So I never really got to meet him much besides in the family reunions around Christmas every year. So I did know him.
I thought I'd be sad. Sad, teary and not knowing what to do with myself.
But I'm the complete opposite. It's not that I don't care, it's just I'm used to family members dying and I know how to handle it myself.
He's been ill for quite some time now, so something like this was not unexpected. I guess I gave myself some mental preparation.
But if my brother saw this, he'd be screaming at me and telling me to be more lifelike feel something. I should be upset that my Uncle is going to die.
I am upset. I'm just dealing with it in a different way.
Does it always have to feel wrong to not feel anything at all?
My life is confusing, always full of pessimism. I know not to expect much from life, and death is a natural part of the course. So, I don't know what to think currently.
I'll get back to you on that one.
Life is always going to be like this.
So why bother being upset over something that everyone should know is going to happen eventually?
So, I'm going to be going for the night. Do some reading.
Clear my head.
Maybe I'll feel something then.
Night.
I was told today by my Mother than my Uncle was going to die. He'd contracted the cancer that my Grandmother died of, but we'd hoped that they'd caught it quick enough to get rid of it.
They said today that it was only a matter of time before he was gone. And to be honest with you, I feel kind of emotionless, hollow. I feel bad for not feeling any more because everyone else in the family (well the people old enough to understand) are all feeling upset.
I personally don't know how to feel.
My Uncle, John, has lived away from the family for most of his life. So I never really got to meet him much besides in the family reunions around Christmas every year. So I did know him.
I thought I'd be sad. Sad, teary and not knowing what to do with myself.
But I'm the complete opposite. It's not that I don't care, it's just I'm used to family members dying and I know how to handle it myself.
He's been ill for quite some time now, so something like this was not unexpected. I guess I gave myself some mental preparation.
But if my brother saw this, he'd be screaming at me and telling me to be more lifelike feel something. I should be upset that my Uncle is going to die.
I am upset. I'm just dealing with it in a different way.
Does it always have to feel wrong to not feel anything at all?
My life is confusing, always full of pessimism. I know not to expect much from life, and death is a natural part of the course. So, I don't know what to think currently.
I'll get back to you on that one.
Life is always going to be like this.
So why bother being upset over something that everyone should know is going to happen eventually?
So, I'm going to be going for the night. Do some reading.
Clear my head.
Maybe I'll feel something then.
Night.
Thursday, 27 May 2010
I have noticed...
That even though this is the second time I've used this title now, there seems to be some sort of pattern to the way I seem to be blogging.
It starts off pretty short, right? Like a couple a sentences a blog. Nothing big, and I didn't really care that they were short blogs then. Then as time goes by the blog seems to lengthen and I seem to get into the mindset that I have to have long blog posts or something bad'll happen. Though I have no reason to think that because no one really reads this blog in the first place.
Then, it sorta dies down and I start making excuses as to why I can't blog today. Then it gets longer again. Short. Long. Short. Long. You catch my drift?
Though one things seems to be quite common about my blogs in particular and that's my ability to moan.
I will admit, I'm a pessimistic person by nature, sarcastic and really has no faith in life. I seem to come across as desperate at times too, like for instance the begging for a job. The random bouts of depression. I never really seem to look at what life really is. I just look at the negativity and what is only in front of me.
Which probably makes me seem quite ungrateful.
Honestly, I am grateful for the life I have, and like most other people there are things I would like to be different. But that's something that's out of my control to handle.
Then there seems to be the excuses.
Excuses are something I seem to give daily on my blog, especially as of late. Mainly ones about why I can't be blogging. And as I write this, I seem to wonder to myself, why do I say such a thing? I write here because I live to, I hate making excuses, and I hate the fact that I never seem to have time to blog here.
But then comes the opposite where I think in reality I do have time, I just get distracted along the way. I'm an easily distracted person.
Hence, that I think for some reason this is a small blog, well in comparison to some people's blogs I've read this isn't even the tip of the iceberg, but I feel like I've written more than them in terms of the fact that I blog everyday.
Remember when I said about copy and pasting my blog to a word document? Well, I did that, which is the reason why I'm writing about my blogging patterns, and I never realized my blog had become so long! I've written at least 350 pages of word document now! Isn't that amazing? Of course, I haven't put any of the latest blogs on there year, like from about 3 days ago I finally finished it. But I'll do that over half term.
Half term is something that has finally come for me! After today I don't go into school for at least another week. I feel so relaxed now, I can take a few days off, no revision to unwind do some reading and then get back to everything. I'm going to the cinema's on Wednesday for what seems like the first time in forever. When in reality it was only like 2 weeks ago. I'm going to see Robin Hood. Hopefully that film lives up the hype. Then I'm going shopping with my friends. I haven't been shopping with my friends in forever and I think we as a group of friends could benefit from this activity.
Anyways.
See you all tomorrow. I'm going to continue with Monsters of Men. I haven't stopped reading it since I came home today. I love the Chaos Walking series!
Night!
It starts off pretty short, right? Like a couple a sentences a blog. Nothing big, and I didn't really care that they were short blogs then. Then as time goes by the blog seems to lengthen and I seem to get into the mindset that I have to have long blog posts or something bad'll happen. Though I have no reason to think that because no one really reads this blog in the first place.
Then, it sorta dies down and I start making excuses as to why I can't blog today. Then it gets longer again. Short. Long. Short. Long. You catch my drift?
Though one things seems to be quite common about my blogs in particular and that's my ability to moan.
I will admit, I'm a pessimistic person by nature, sarcastic and really has no faith in life. I seem to come across as desperate at times too, like for instance the begging for a job. The random bouts of depression. I never really seem to look at what life really is. I just look at the negativity and what is only in front of me.
Which probably makes me seem quite ungrateful.
Honestly, I am grateful for the life I have, and like most other people there are things I would like to be different. But that's something that's out of my control to handle.
Then there seems to be the excuses.
Excuses are something I seem to give daily on my blog, especially as of late. Mainly ones about why I can't be blogging. And as I write this, I seem to wonder to myself, why do I say such a thing? I write here because I live to, I hate making excuses, and I hate the fact that I never seem to have time to blog here.
But then comes the opposite where I think in reality I do have time, I just get distracted along the way. I'm an easily distracted person.
Hence, that I think for some reason this is a small blog, well in comparison to some people's blogs I've read this isn't even the tip of the iceberg, but I feel like I've written more than them in terms of the fact that I blog everyday.
Remember when I said about copy and pasting my blog to a word document? Well, I did that, which is the reason why I'm writing about my blogging patterns, and I never realized my blog had become so long! I've written at least 350 pages of word document now! Isn't that amazing? Of course, I haven't put any of the latest blogs on there year, like from about 3 days ago I finally finished it. But I'll do that over half term.
Half term is something that has finally come for me! After today I don't go into school for at least another week. I feel so relaxed now, I can take a few days off, no revision to unwind do some reading and then get back to everything. I'm going to the cinema's on Wednesday for what seems like the first time in forever. When in reality it was only like 2 weeks ago. I'm going to see Robin Hood. Hopefully that film lives up the hype. Then I'm going shopping with my friends. I haven't been shopping with my friends in forever and I think we as a group of friends could benefit from this activity.
Anyways.
See you all tomorrow. I'm going to continue with Monsters of Men. I haven't stopped reading it since I came home today. I love the Chaos Walking series!
Night!
Wednesday, 26 May 2010
Yes, another short post...
But I promise you I can make it a long on tomorrow, dependent on how the turns out that is.
Tomorrow I have two exams, Maths C2 and English Language. Maths is the one I'm worrying about the most, whereas I'm not entirely that bothered about English Language. I know that comment is going to come and bite me in the butt tomorrow, but I think I can deal with it for now.
Anyway, the reason this blog is so short today is because it's late and for the first time in like three weeks I have to be up early in the morning to go to school, as Maths is my first morning exam. Yay, go me!
Anyway, I'll see you tomorrow where hopefully things will be a little more relaxed.
I only just remembered that I have to go and make an excuse as to why I can't go to English Literature revision on Friday, unless everyone else is going then I guess I'll have to go too... but if Ffion's not going, I'm not either.
That's something I'm going to have to ask her tomorrow.
Night!
Tomorrow I have two exams, Maths C2 and English Language. Maths is the one I'm worrying about the most, whereas I'm not entirely that bothered about English Language. I know that comment is going to come and bite me in the butt tomorrow, but I think I can deal with it for now.
Anyway, the reason this blog is so short today is because it's late and for the first time in like three weeks I have to be up early in the morning to go to school, as Maths is my first morning exam. Yay, go me!
Anyway, I'll see you tomorrow where hopefully things will be a little more relaxed.
I only just remembered that I have to go and make an excuse as to why I can't go to English Literature revision on Friday, unless everyone else is going then I guess I'll have to go too... but if Ffion's not going, I'm not either.
That's something I'm going to have to ask her tomorrow.
Night!
Tuesday, 25 May 2010
The Birthday Inventory.
So I got quite a lot for my birthday.... well I think it was a lot.
So currently not counting money I got
1) Pink Concert Ticket.
2) £30 worth of Waterstone's gift cards
3) The Perks of Being a Wallflower
4) Skulduggery Pleasant
5) Sixth Sense Movie Novelization
6) Sixth Sense: Secrets from the beyond, Survivor
7) Sixth Sense: Secrets from the beyond, Runaway
8) Sixth Sense: Secrets from the beyond, Hangman
9) Bleach Season 3
10) I am the Messenger
11) Toll of the Hounds (My brother got me this, it's the last book of a series I haven't even read... so I guess that's where the £30 comes in, right?
Anyway, that's all I kinda have time for, I got caught up watching shark attack video's. Some of them are really quite scary. Lucky I don't like going to the beach, or anything to do with the sea, right?
I'm just not an outdoor person as it is.
Respect the water man. Respect it.
Anyway, I'm up early in the morning, I have a maths exam on Thursday and I'm going to be revising double hard to get lots of revision done for the subject.
Yay, go me, right?
Anyway, good night.
Must remember, talk about copy and pasting blog. That is if I'm not too preoccupied with my exam. I will be blogging, just probably not as in depth as I have in the past.
I certainly haven't been a good blogger recently. But I find that my blogging isn't the same as other's anyway. That will also go in the blog tomorrow if I can remember it....
So currently not counting money I got
1) Pink Concert Ticket.
2) £30 worth of Waterstone's gift cards
3) The Perks of Being a Wallflower
4) Skulduggery Pleasant
5) Sixth Sense Movie Novelization
6) Sixth Sense: Secrets from the beyond, Survivor
7) Sixth Sense: Secrets from the beyond, Runaway
8) Sixth Sense: Secrets from the beyond, Hangman
9) Bleach Season 3
10) I am the Messenger
11) Toll of the Hounds (My brother got me this, it's the last book of a series I haven't even read... so I guess that's where the £30 comes in, right?
Anyway, that's all I kinda have time for, I got caught up watching shark attack video's. Some of them are really quite scary. Lucky I don't like going to the beach, or anything to do with the sea, right?
I'm just not an outdoor person as it is.
Respect the water man. Respect it.
Anyway, I'm up early in the morning, I have a maths exam on Thursday and I'm going to be revising double hard to get lots of revision done for the subject.
Yay, go me, right?
Anyway, good night.
Must remember, talk about copy and pasting blog. That is if I'm not too preoccupied with my exam. I will be blogging, just probably not as in depth as I have in the past.
I certainly haven't been a good blogger recently. But I find that my blogging isn't the same as other's anyway. That will also go in the blog tomorrow if I can remember it....
Gah,
I'm so sorry I haven't blogged. I was watching Home of the Giants and it only now passed my mind as I was about to turn off my computer.
Lucky I remembered, right?
I was going to talk about my times as I was copy and pasting my blog onto a microsoft word document, but I guess that can wait until tomorrow.
Tomorrow I'll also be talking about my birthday inventory, it's quite a good one, I won't put the exact money count up, that's just inviting someone to come and rob me, but I'll say what other things I got.
So it's all good.
My maths exam didn't go all that well, it had really awkward questions in it. It was a hard paper.
Hopefully I've done okay in it though.
I'm going to be revising non-stop now for the next math exam on Thursday, which is an exam I feel most underprepared for currently.
So I'll be going now as it is very late and I can't seem to locate my bobble which I usually tie my hair up in, so I think I'll probably have to go it without. Know what I mean, I'll have a quick look for it but promises can't be made.
Night!
Lucky I remembered, right?
I was going to talk about my times as I was copy and pasting my blog onto a microsoft word document, but I guess that can wait until tomorrow.
Tomorrow I'll also be talking about my birthday inventory, it's quite a good one, I won't put the exact money count up, that's just inviting someone to come and rob me, but I'll say what other things I got.
So it's all good.
My maths exam didn't go all that well, it had really awkward questions in it. It was a hard paper.
Hopefully I've done okay in it though.
I'm going to be revising non-stop now for the next math exam on Thursday, which is an exam I feel most underprepared for currently.
So I'll be going now as it is very late and I can't seem to locate my bobble which I usually tie my hair up in, so I think I'll probably have to go it without. Know what I mean, I'll have a quick look for it but promises can't be made.
Night!
Sunday, 23 May 2010
I'm 17 now...
And I'm hoping that the world of being 17 offers me a lot more than what the world as a sixteen year old does.
I really want to get a job as a 17 year old, though I know deep down that an age difference isn't really going to make a difference, I'm clinging to that last strand of hope that it will. Because in all honesty, I want to be working. I know it sounds strange, but it's true.
I know I'm always on about the money, but, I'm going to be honest and say it's the fact that I'm out there, facing new people working towards something really makes me want to work. Waterstone's is my one place to be working. I love books, and hopefully books feel the same about me. I'd totally be enthusiastic about working at Waterstone's. But I am willing to work anywhere in my immediate vicinity. AKA my hometown, I'm 17 and still living at home, working long distance part time isn't a good idea in my point of view.
Anyway, there's not much else to talk about.
I've had a great birthday, it was hot outside, we played with the hosepipes wetting everyone, I revised Maths. I did quite a lot today....
So I'm going to go to bed before the going gets tough tomorrow.
Wish me luck on my exams tomorrow...
Night!
I really want to get a job as a 17 year old, though I know deep down that an age difference isn't really going to make a difference, I'm clinging to that last strand of hope that it will. Because in all honesty, I want to be working. I know it sounds strange, but it's true.
I know I'm always on about the money, but, I'm going to be honest and say it's the fact that I'm out there, facing new people working towards something really makes me want to work. Waterstone's is my one place to be working. I love books, and hopefully books feel the same about me. I'd totally be enthusiastic about working at Waterstone's. But I am willing to work anywhere in my immediate vicinity. AKA my hometown, I'm 17 and still living at home, working long distance part time isn't a good idea in my point of view.
Anyway, there's not much else to talk about.
I've had a great birthday, it was hot outside, we played with the hosepipes wetting everyone, I revised Maths. I did quite a lot today....
So I'm going to go to bed before the going gets tough tomorrow.
Wish me luck on my exams tomorrow...
Night!
Saturday, 22 May 2010
My last blog post
As a sixteen year old. Tomorrow I turn 17, and I'm not exactly sure I'm looking forward to it.
You see, birthdays to me are quite depressing occasions. It's basically a year closer to your death, so why should I celebrate it?
Most people reply to me with, 'well, your celebrating the years you've had on the planet now.' And, to me, 17 is old. Soon I'll be 20, 30, 40, and hopefully I won't reach my 50s, I don't plan on living that long.
I have some sort of issue with growing old. I'm sure when I do reach that age, or if I get close enough to that age and I'm clinging on to life by the string I'll regret these words and I'll laugh at how immature I was when I was posting this.
Dependent of course that blogspot still exists by then, maybe I should start saving all my blogs to a document. For future reference. It could be funny to look back on them...
I save all my conversations with Sadie on a MS word document.
Have I mentioned Sadie before? Sadie's my penpal. She comes from Texas and I find her probably the only person in the entire world where I feel I can say my problems and not worry about the reaction. She's one of my closest friends, my closest that I've never met anyway. Not literally anyway.
We met on fanfiction, and we still talk through fanfiction. We talk about anything. Ranging between life, jobs, etc etc. It's a good thing and I find that's it a way for me to get rid of unwanted feelings.
I love talking to Sadie and I look forward to our talks.
Anyway, I don't have much more time as I am going to go to bed now for the last time as a sixteen year old.
Hopefully the 17s will bring me more look. Job wise, school wise, relationship wise. Hopefully my life as a 17 year old will be better than the one I'm currently living.
So even though I have quite a negative view on getting older, it doesn't mean I can't look forward to the possibilities it could hold for me.
See you tomorrow, when I'm 17.
Night!
You see, birthdays to me are quite depressing occasions. It's basically a year closer to your death, so why should I celebrate it?
Most people reply to me with, 'well, your celebrating the years you've had on the planet now.' And, to me, 17 is old. Soon I'll be 20, 30, 40, and hopefully I won't reach my 50s, I don't plan on living that long.
I have some sort of issue with growing old. I'm sure when I do reach that age, or if I get close enough to that age and I'm clinging on to life by the string I'll regret these words and I'll laugh at how immature I was when I was posting this.
Dependent of course that blogspot still exists by then, maybe I should start saving all my blogs to a document. For future reference. It could be funny to look back on them...
I save all my conversations with Sadie on a MS word document.
Have I mentioned Sadie before? Sadie's my penpal. She comes from Texas and I find her probably the only person in the entire world where I feel I can say my problems and not worry about the reaction. She's one of my closest friends, my closest that I've never met anyway. Not literally anyway.
We met on fanfiction, and we still talk through fanfiction. We talk about anything. Ranging between life, jobs, etc etc. It's a good thing and I find that's it a way for me to get rid of unwanted feelings.
I love talking to Sadie and I look forward to our talks.
Anyway, I don't have much more time as I am going to go to bed now for the last time as a sixteen year old.
Hopefully the 17s will bring me more look. Job wise, school wise, relationship wise. Hopefully my life as a 17 year old will be better than the one I'm currently living.
So even though I have quite a negative view on getting older, it doesn't mean I can't look forward to the possibilities it could hold for me.
See you tomorrow, when I'm 17.
Night!
Friday, 21 May 2010
Not going to be a long post
Again, because in all honesty I don't really have all that much to talk about at the moment.
I have exams.
I'm going to town tomorrow. I'm getting my birthday presents (a book and Sherlock Holmes) and that's about it. I'll keep an eye out for any jobs as usual, but I won't be disappointed when nothing comes up...
There is also another reason why this blog is going to be so short is because I had a crap nights sleep last night, and I'm really tired.... as per usual.
It doesn't help that I had dance tonight either and I feel like my bodies been run to the ground and is still trying to pick itself back up...
Oh well, done nothing more other than that.
So I shall wish you all a good night, and hopefully some good news will come in the morning....
Night!
I still have a lot of work to do for my exam on Monday, it's the one that I've been preparing for most, but I still don't feel ready to take the exam.....
I have exams.
I'm going to town tomorrow. I'm getting my birthday presents (a book and Sherlock Holmes) and that's about it. I'll keep an eye out for any jobs as usual, but I won't be disappointed when nothing comes up...
There is also another reason why this blog is going to be so short is because I had a crap nights sleep last night, and I'm really tired.... as per usual.
It doesn't help that I had dance tonight either and I feel like my bodies been run to the ground and is still trying to pick itself back up...
Oh well, done nothing more other than that.
So I shall wish you all a good night, and hopefully some good news will come in the morning....
Night!
I still have a lot of work to do for my exam on Monday, it's the one that I've been preparing for most, but I still don't feel ready to take the exam.....
Thursday, 20 May 2010
So much for my
Long and lovely lie in this morning. Seriously, when I say I want a lie in, I mean, like no waking up till like 9, and 8:20 is 40 minutes before that time.
My younger sister thought it'd be a good idea to wake me up, even though I was perfectly fine just sleeping away.
So, I'm now not feeling all that good, I have an achey back, and a real sore throat, and a headache, just to add to all the fun and stress I'm feeling already, eh?
So anyway, today has been a sort of day off, I did like half a maths paper, and I watched some Supernatural, season 1 and some season 2. But know, you see, I want to watch the newer season 5 episodes. I can't believe the series has ended over in America, and I've seen trailers for the finale, and let me tell you it looks amazing, which is why I feel this like urge just to watch the whole thing over the internet, but I also want to be patient like every other person, well most, people in Britain and wait for the episodes to come on in their own time.
I don't think I can wait that long.
One thing that quite surprised me today, in a good way, of course. Was to find out that Logan Lerman is in talks to go a new movie, with Emma Watson, called 'The Perks of being a Wallflower'. It sounds quite good actually, so I'm thinking of asking for the book for my birthday, which is on Sunday. Of course, I know I won't be able to read it for a while. Until halfterm I'd say, but then I can read it then.
Oh well, so there's really not all that much else going on in my life. I'm just feeling the same. Stressed and tired.
I bet the tired thing has something to do with the fact I'm stressed.... I guess it's just time to move on, and by move on, I'm speaking in literal terms of moving on to my bed. I'm really tired, so....
Night!
I'm not exactly sure why I do type night on this thing, I don't know what it's supposed to be doing for me, I just like a feel of closure as I'm writing my blog, and considering I do go to bed afterwards.... oh well....
My younger sister thought it'd be a good idea to wake me up, even though I was perfectly fine just sleeping away.
So, I'm now not feeling all that good, I have an achey back, and a real sore throat, and a headache, just to add to all the fun and stress I'm feeling already, eh?
So anyway, today has been a sort of day off, I did like half a maths paper, and I watched some Supernatural, season 1 and some season 2. But know, you see, I want to watch the newer season 5 episodes. I can't believe the series has ended over in America, and I've seen trailers for the finale, and let me tell you it looks amazing, which is why I feel this like urge just to watch the whole thing over the internet, but I also want to be patient like every other person, well most, people in Britain and wait for the episodes to come on in their own time.
I don't think I can wait that long.
One thing that quite surprised me today, in a good way, of course. Was to find out that Logan Lerman is in talks to go a new movie, with Emma Watson, called 'The Perks of being a Wallflower'. It sounds quite good actually, so I'm thinking of asking for the book for my birthday, which is on Sunday. Of course, I know I won't be able to read it for a while. Until halfterm I'd say, but then I can read it then.
Oh well, so there's really not all that much else going on in my life. I'm just feeling the same. Stressed and tired.
I bet the tired thing has something to do with the fact I'm stressed.... I guess it's just time to move on, and by move on, I'm speaking in literal terms of moving on to my bed. I'm really tired, so....
Night!
I'm not exactly sure why I do type night on this thing, I don't know what it's supposed to be doing for me, I just like a feel of closure as I'm writing my blog, and considering I do go to bed afterwards.... oh well....
Wednesday, 19 May 2010
It's a somewhat
Happy and sad day.
I'm happy because my exams went well. Well, my Welsh exam went okay, to a standard, but a standard I'm willing to accept.
Then, to quell my happiness came an email...
Vue Cinema's got back to me today.
They rejected me. Again.
This was what they had to say:
Thank you for recently submitting your application to us for the position of General Assistant.
We have noted your skills and experience with a keen interest. Due to the volume of applications for the position we are unable to take your application any further at this time. We will retain your details until a suitable opportunity arises and we will be in contact with you shortly.
Thank you for your interest in Vue Cinemas.
Yours sincerely,
Vue '......'
Of course, in the email the name of the city's in there, I just don't want to share that... you know, kinda personal.
Anyway, the reaction I'm getting is kind of mixed. They didn't say stuff like that in the last rejection email, so I obviously got a lot closer to the interview than I did last time, and I will keep looking on the website for current vacancies, but I can also rest assured to some degree that they've kept my details and they'll keep a tabs on me so they can offer me a job at a later date. Don't destroy my hopes, I know that's not what they said, but it's a start.
Anyway, the thing about getting rejected is it just makes me all the more motivated to get a job. Know what I mean? I mean, since finding this email today, I've like compiled a list of places that I'm going to ask about jobs in. That's what Saturday's for, if my mam lets me into town on Saturday, that is. Hopefully so. It is my birthday the next day and I would like to do a bit of window shopping, looking at all the things I can't afford because I don't have any money to pay for them.
Oh well, there has to be a bright side somewhere, right?
So I'll see you soon, Night!
I'm on a four day weekend now, so I won't have all that much to blog about.
The good thing is I'm now finished with Welsh for the year. Well this school year, hopefully I did good enough to carry on with the subject next year too!
I'm happy because my exams went well. Well, my Welsh exam went okay, to a standard, but a standard I'm willing to accept.
Then, to quell my happiness came an email...
Vue Cinema's got back to me today.
They rejected me. Again.
This was what they had to say:
Thank you for recently submitting your application to us for the position of General Assistant.
We have noted your skills and experience with a keen interest. Due to the volume of applications for the position we are unable to take your application any further at this time. We will retain your details until a suitable opportunity arises and we will be in contact with you shortly.
Thank you for your interest in Vue Cinemas.
Yours sincerely,
Vue '......'
Of course, in the email the name of the city's in there, I just don't want to share that... you know, kinda personal.
Anyway, the reaction I'm getting is kind of mixed. They didn't say stuff like that in the last rejection email, so I obviously got a lot closer to the interview than I did last time, and I will keep looking on the website for current vacancies, but I can also rest assured to some degree that they've kept my details and they'll keep a tabs on me so they can offer me a job at a later date. Don't destroy my hopes, I know that's not what they said, but it's a start.
Anyway, the thing about getting rejected is it just makes me all the more motivated to get a job. Know what I mean? I mean, since finding this email today, I've like compiled a list of places that I'm going to ask about jobs in. That's what Saturday's for, if my mam lets me into town on Saturday, that is. Hopefully so. It is my birthday the next day and I would like to do a bit of window shopping, looking at all the things I can't afford because I don't have any money to pay for them.
Oh well, there has to be a bright side somewhere, right?
So I'll see you soon, Night!
I'm on a four day weekend now, so I won't have all that much to blog about.
The good thing is I'm now finished with Welsh for the year. Well this school year, hopefully I did good enough to carry on with the subject next year too!
Tuesday, 18 May 2010
Yeah....um...
Definitely not going to be a long blog tonight. I'm kinda stressing out over my exam tomorrow.
I swear to you it's something to do with the fact that's it's because it's the first exam. After the first one, I'm sure everything will be okay then. That I won't worry so much.
I just feel so stressed out about the entire thing. I don't know what to do with myself. I'm revising, and nothing's sticking. Which makes me panic and not remember all the stuff I already know.
So it's not going well...
Luckily, I have like tomorrow morning to do some revision too, so that's going to come in handy.
The things that are usually at the forefront of my mind, like Vue, have totally taken a step back today. I'm just not that bothered today, I'm too busy being stressed.
Hopefully tomorrow will give a better outlook.
See you tomorrow, where I can cry at how badly I did.
Night!
I swear to you it's something to do with the fact that's it's because it's the first exam. After the first one, I'm sure everything will be okay then. That I won't worry so much.
I just feel so stressed out about the entire thing. I don't know what to do with myself. I'm revising, and nothing's sticking. Which makes me panic and not remember all the stuff I already know.
So it's not going well...
Luckily, I have like tomorrow morning to do some revision too, so that's going to come in handy.
The things that are usually at the forefront of my mind, like Vue, have totally taken a step back today. I'm just not that bothered today, I'm too busy being stressed.
Hopefully tomorrow will give a better outlook.
See you tomorrow, where I can cry at how badly I did.
Night!
Monday, 17 May 2010
I think the
Stress might finally be getting to me.
You see, with exams looming ever closer, and the fact that Vue cinema seem to think that they can take however long they like in getting back to me, just makes me all the more stressed.
I don't remember being so stressed during my last lot of exams. Also, though, considering I was applying for jobs left right and centre last year. This year has just past too fast for my liking. I like to take things slow, and enjoy the moments where I'm not in exams.
Maybe there could be like a new law where there are no exams.
Unfortunately for me, the conservative party is in government, so obviously that will never happen.
So, I'll be moving on. Namely to my bed where things just don't really matter to me anymore.
Night. Maybe tomorrow will bring me some good news, though I really doubt it.
Please, Vue, I'm like begging for some good news here, I really need a job and working with you would just be the job of a lifetime.
You see, with exams looming ever closer, and the fact that Vue cinema seem to think that they can take however long they like in getting back to me, just makes me all the more stressed.
I don't remember being so stressed during my last lot of exams. Also, though, considering I was applying for jobs left right and centre last year. This year has just past too fast for my liking. I like to take things slow, and enjoy the moments where I'm not in exams.
Maybe there could be like a new law where there are no exams.
Unfortunately for me, the conservative party is in government, so obviously that will never happen.
So, I'll be moving on. Namely to my bed where things just don't really matter to me anymore.
Night. Maybe tomorrow will bring me some good news, though I really doubt it.
Please, Vue, I'm like begging for some good news here, I really need a job and working with you would just be the job of a lifetime.
Sunday, 16 May 2010
So even though
It's now my study leave, I still seem to be spending more time in school than I do at home. It's quite ridiculous.
So, this is my week so far, tomorrow morning, lessons one and two I'm in Welsh, I come home lessons 3 & 4, go back to school for lessons 5 & 6 (English Literature revision) until 5 at night.
Tuesday isn't much better either, so I go to school lessons 1 & 2 for Maths, then I'm in school lessons 5 & 6 for Welsh.
Wednesday seems to cool off a bit, I'm in school lessons 4, 5 & 6 for Welsh, the Welsh exam is lessons 5 & 6, so it's understandable to have so many revision sessions.
Then I have a day off on Thursday, currently, knowing me I'll get roped into doing something Thursday too, probably Maths....
Then, Friday afternoon I find myself back in school, but for this time, I'm in for English Language. I think I'll go and check with Mr Shaw tomorrow if it's actually confirmed that there's some sort of revision session, otherwise I have Friday off too. Though, I do remember him saying something about revising during our lessons. I'm not going to any of the lessons before my Welsh exam because I know I'll be like totally confused as to what's going on. Though female I may be, multitasking or remembering multiple things at once is currently not one of my forte's. So stressful week, eh?
Currently, I have nothing planned for the week after. I have three exams the week after, so I think I'll take advantage of any free days I have to stay home and revise. It'll be mental if I'm going back and forth from school like every day during my free days. Not that I currently have many of the,
It also looks like I'll probably be one of the last people finishing the AS level exams. Because everyone else seems to be finishing on the 10th or 11th of June, whereas the Stats group and I don't finish until school's already started back on the 15th (school starts back on the 14th... it's a back week so I'm not really missing much....).
So basically school is going to suck for the next month and a bit. Well, my life is going to suck for the next week and a bit, unless I get a job. Then I think my life might turn around....
Speaking of work. I still haven't heard anything back from Vue. It's getting more and more worrying. I don't know what to think of it all anymore. I'm really worried. I'm scared that I didn't get anything. But they didn't take this long getting back to me last time, so part of me wants to take it as a good thing, but then there's another part of me that's probably thinking that their doing this just to torment you and see if you can handle the pressure.
Moving on, well this is the last week they have to get back to me, they say 10 working days, so that was last school week and then there's this school week.
My pain and suffering -cough- -cough- will be over by then. Okay, technically I am suffering, but oh well. I will not let it bother me if they reject me....
I will not.
Night!
Hopefully everyone else's economic situation is slightly better than mine.
So, this is my week so far, tomorrow morning, lessons one and two I'm in Welsh, I come home lessons 3 & 4, go back to school for lessons 5 & 6 (English Literature revision) until 5 at night.
Tuesday isn't much better either, so I go to school lessons 1 & 2 for Maths, then I'm in school lessons 5 & 6 for Welsh.
Wednesday seems to cool off a bit, I'm in school lessons 4, 5 & 6 for Welsh, the Welsh exam is lessons 5 & 6, so it's understandable to have so many revision sessions.
Then I have a day off on Thursday, currently, knowing me I'll get roped into doing something Thursday too, probably Maths....
Then, Friday afternoon I find myself back in school, but for this time, I'm in for English Language. I think I'll go and check with Mr Shaw tomorrow if it's actually confirmed that there's some sort of revision session, otherwise I have Friday off too. Though, I do remember him saying something about revising during our lessons. I'm not going to any of the lessons before my Welsh exam because I know I'll be like totally confused as to what's going on. Though female I may be, multitasking or remembering multiple things at once is currently not one of my forte's. So stressful week, eh?
Currently, I have nothing planned for the week after. I have three exams the week after, so I think I'll take advantage of any free days I have to stay home and revise. It'll be mental if I'm going back and forth from school like every day during my free days. Not that I currently have many of the,
It also looks like I'll probably be one of the last people finishing the AS level exams. Because everyone else seems to be finishing on the 10th or 11th of June, whereas the Stats group and I don't finish until school's already started back on the 15th (school starts back on the 14th... it's a back week so I'm not really missing much....).
So basically school is going to suck for the next month and a bit. Well, my life is going to suck for the next week and a bit, unless I get a job. Then I think my life might turn around....
Speaking of work. I still haven't heard anything back from Vue. It's getting more and more worrying. I don't know what to think of it all anymore. I'm really worried. I'm scared that I didn't get anything. But they didn't take this long getting back to me last time, so part of me wants to take it as a good thing, but then there's another part of me that's probably thinking that their doing this just to torment you and see if you can handle the pressure.
Moving on, well this is the last week they have to get back to me, they say 10 working days, so that was last school week and then there's this school week.
My pain and suffering -cough- -cough- will be over by then. Okay, technically I am suffering, but oh well. I will not let it bother me if they reject me....
I will not.
Night!
Hopefully everyone else's economic situation is slightly better than mine.
Saturday, 15 May 2010
I just watched Pan's Labyrinth for the first time.
I've been planning on watching Pan's Labyrinth for some time now, obviously, at the time, I didn't know it was all in Spanish. But in all honesty, the fact that I didn't understand a word they were talking about (well, I wouldn't have unless the subtitles were there) didn't detract from the experience at all.
I thought the film was great. Amazing, even. It had a rich story line, the acting was superb. The music was wonderful, and I think the way it was directed and everything really captured the moment.
So this is not going to be like a long review on Pan's Labyrinth, I just want to say how great of a film it is. Sure, the fact that it was in Spanish kinda put me off a first, but that was because I didn't know it was in Spanish. But the story sucks you in so fast that you forget about the language barrier and just enjoy the film.
It was an amazing movie, it showed the era quite well, and the girl who played Ofelia was just amazing. God, she couldn't have been older than 12 when she was filming it (I haven't had the chance to IMDB search it yet...) and she showed some real talent. I would like to see more stuff from her, to see how she differentiates between characters.
Overall, amazing experience, I'm so happy I picked up the DVD now. Great value, great film. What else could go wrong?
I would recommend it to anyone that's willing to listen. I think I might just blab on about it next time I see my friends. Great stuff. A Saturday night well spent.
So on the other, less happy side of my life is still job hunting. Vue cinema's still haven't gotten back to me. Oh, how I wish they would do it soon to put it out of my misery. Though obviously with good news, I kinda need some good news at the moment.
Moving on. It is getting late now, and I kinda have to be up early in the morning. So...
Night!
I thought the film was great. Amazing, even. It had a rich story line, the acting was superb. The music was wonderful, and I think the way it was directed and everything really captured the moment.
So this is not going to be like a long review on Pan's Labyrinth, I just want to say how great of a film it is. Sure, the fact that it was in Spanish kinda put me off a first, but that was because I didn't know it was in Spanish. But the story sucks you in so fast that you forget about the language barrier and just enjoy the film.
It was an amazing movie, it showed the era quite well, and the girl who played Ofelia was just amazing. God, she couldn't have been older than 12 when she was filming it (I haven't had the chance to IMDB search it yet...) and she showed some real talent. I would like to see more stuff from her, to see how she differentiates between characters.
Overall, amazing experience, I'm so happy I picked up the DVD now. Great value, great film. What else could go wrong?
I would recommend it to anyone that's willing to listen. I think I might just blab on about it next time I see my friends. Great stuff. A Saturday night well spent.
So on the other, less happy side of my life is still job hunting. Vue cinema's still haven't gotten back to me. Oh, how I wish they would do it soon to put it out of my misery. Though obviously with good news, I kinda need some good news at the moment.
Moving on. It is getting late now, and I kinda have to be up early in the morning. So...
Night!
Friday, 14 May 2010
Celebrating the big 150
With a tired photo montage. I have noticed that when I'm tired or I don't have time to blog, I tend to do a photo montage of whatever's in my desktop, and unfortunately for you, that's what I'm going to be doing today.
I just want to get to bed, I've not heard back from Vue, and honestly, I'm feeling quite depressed and tired, dance always seems to have the tired effect on me, you know?
Anyway, on with the Montage. I'm sorry if I've already posted some of these pictures, I'm not an original girl, and most of them are pictures of the trending topics on twitter. Go me.
I just want to get to bed, I've not heard back from Vue, and honestly, I'm feeling quite depressed and tired, dance always seems to have the tired effect on me, you know?
Anyway, on with the Montage. I'm sorry if I've already posted some of these pictures, I'm not an original girl, and most of them are pictures of the trending topics on twitter. Go me.
I think they're totally set up in a good way. I just clicked on them and this is the way it turned out. Oh well, happy 150th blog, Bee.
Tis all good. See you tomorrow, where I will commence phase Vue hasn't gotten back to me. The hopefulness isn't working anymore, I just want to know the verdict now, though I do hope, pray, cross my fingers that they will at least give me a chance on this one.
Anyway, before I bore you to death -and I've only just realized the setting's have changed on the way I'm typing, it's all centralized. I didn't know I could do that... oh well- I must be going to bed.
Night!
Thursday, 13 May 2010
I only just noticed
That in one more blog, I've blogged 150 blogs. Isn't that amazing? I didn't think I'd actually keep it up, but somehow I have. It's a good feeling, doing something habitually. Knowing that really your not just wasting away at your computer. Well, technically, I am, but that doesn't matter in my moment of happiness.
Okay, so I sat my Welsh Oral exam today, it went pretty well, actually. I did not expect it to go as well as it did. Of course, there are probably some things I would have like to have said, or would have changed how I said it, but all was well in the end. It also helped that the lady that was listening and examining us was very friendly and knew how to do her job. So it went alright in the end, I needn't have panicked so much for it.
So speaking of job. It's not really been a good day on the job front. I got rejected from Tesco's and the Marriot hotel. Oh well, I still haven't heard back from Vue cinema's. I'm not sure whether I should think this one to be a good thing or a bad thing. So far, I'm keeping optimistic and saying it's a good thing. I'm getting myself to think that their taking so long because their still deciding, which means I've gotten further than I did last time. You see, I've actually checked this out date for date, I applied for the last Vue job on a Saturday and they'd gotten back to me by the Thursday, I applied for this job on a Saturday and I'm still waiting for them to get back to me. So, hopefully this wait'll bring me good news. I'm not sure if I can handle anymore rejection at the moment. It all sucks really.
So I'm going to be heading to bed now, I have school in the morning, the last day for a month, as after tomorrow I'm on study leave. It's actually quite fitting, because I'll have more of a chance to answer the phone when I'm on study leave if Vue decide to ring me.
See how I'm keeping optimistic, I'm not usually an optimistic person.
Hoping everything is going to go well.
Night!
Okay, so I sat my Welsh Oral exam today, it went pretty well, actually. I did not expect it to go as well as it did. Of course, there are probably some things I would have like to have said, or would have changed how I said it, but all was well in the end. It also helped that the lady that was listening and examining us was very friendly and knew how to do her job. So it went alright in the end, I needn't have panicked so much for it.
So speaking of job. It's not really been a good day on the job front. I got rejected from Tesco's and the Marriot hotel. Oh well, I still haven't heard back from Vue cinema's. I'm not sure whether I should think this one to be a good thing or a bad thing. So far, I'm keeping optimistic and saying it's a good thing. I'm getting myself to think that their taking so long because their still deciding, which means I've gotten further than I did last time. You see, I've actually checked this out date for date, I applied for the last Vue job on a Saturday and they'd gotten back to me by the Thursday, I applied for this job on a Saturday and I'm still waiting for them to get back to me. So, hopefully this wait'll bring me good news. I'm not sure if I can handle anymore rejection at the moment. It all sucks really.
So I'm going to be heading to bed now, I have school in the morning, the last day for a month, as after tomorrow I'm on study leave. It's actually quite fitting, because I'll have more of a chance to answer the phone when I'm on study leave if Vue decide to ring me.
See how I'm keeping optimistic, I'm not usually an optimistic person.
Hoping everything is going to go well.
Night!
Wednesday, 12 May 2010
I feel so...
Underprepared for my exam tomorrow. I've done loads of revising for it, I've tried memorizing quotes, symbolisms, how it's meant to look. Everything. And when I ask myself those imaginary questions that could come up tomorrow, I can answer them quite well.
It's just that I really don't feel that prepared for it.
It's actually quite a worrying thought. Because I want to do well tomorrow, it's my first exam and I feel like I should start on a positive note so then maybe I'll do well in my other exams.
Sucks really that I have exams at all.
But sorry that this is probably where I'll be leaving you all today because I need to get my sleep so I'm on high alert for tomorrow.
You can't complain really as I did post a lot, and I mean a lot over the past couple of days.
I'm estimating here by saying when I last applied for a job in Vue cinema's they were getting back to me tomorrow. I've been sad enough to count, so if they don't get back to me tomorrow I'm going to take it as a good thing that I'm being considered more than last time. Hopefully. I'm praying like every chance I get, that they get back to me with good news as I really want the job there, hopefully I put that across in the application form I submitted.
Anyway, give me your virtual luck for tomorrow and Vue cinema's, please? I really need it.
G'night.
And thus ends day one of Conservative rule.
PLEASE VUE, I don't want to come across as desperate or something, I just really want to work with you...
It's just that I really don't feel that prepared for it.
It's actually quite a worrying thought. Because I want to do well tomorrow, it's my first exam and I feel like I should start on a positive note so then maybe I'll do well in my other exams.
Sucks really that I have exams at all.
But sorry that this is probably where I'll be leaving you all today because I need to get my sleep so I'm on high alert for tomorrow.
You can't complain really as I did post a lot, and I mean a lot over the past couple of days.
I'm estimating here by saying when I last applied for a job in Vue cinema's they were getting back to me tomorrow. I've been sad enough to count, so if they don't get back to me tomorrow I'm going to take it as a good thing that I'm being considered more than last time. Hopefully. I'm praying like every chance I get, that they get back to me with good news as I really want the job there, hopefully I put that across in the application form I submitted.
Anyway, give me your virtual luck for tomorrow and Vue cinema's, please? I really need it.
G'night.
And thus ends day one of Conservative rule.
PLEASE VUE, I don't want to come across as desperate or something, I just really want to work with you...
Tuesday, 11 May 2010
I feel like my
Life is about to end.
When I start to think that maybe things are beginning to look up for me, I got an A in my Math paper today, things like David Cameron becoming the Prime Minister come up!
Now, I'm too young to be voting, so my thoughts didn't really count for much. But, I despise David Cameron to the core of my being. I just don't see how people can vote for him. I considered myself to be agreeing with some Lib Dem ideas, but I'm more of a Labour person myself.
To be honest with you know, I think the Lib Dems have completely lost my support. Siding with Cameron is a big mistake and something they will regret soon. I hate it. Hate. Hate. HATE the fact that Cameron is now ruling us.
I don't think I'll be able to sleep properly anymore knowing that he is supposedly watching over us. Stuff you, David Cameron and your Nazi ideas. Stuff you.
I think it'd probably be best of me to go now as I don't want to get into a rant about how BAD life is going to be now.
Hopefully Clegg will have an ounce of sense in him and do something to stop some of the ridiculous laws Cameron wants to put into action.
It's not a good night tonight so I'll just leave it.
When I start to think that maybe things are beginning to look up for me, I got an A in my Math paper today, things like David Cameron becoming the Prime Minister come up!
Now, I'm too young to be voting, so my thoughts didn't really count for much. But, I despise David Cameron to the core of my being. I just don't see how people can vote for him. I considered myself to be agreeing with some Lib Dem ideas, but I'm more of a Labour person myself.
To be honest with you know, I think the Lib Dems have completely lost my support. Siding with Cameron is a big mistake and something they will regret soon. I hate it. Hate. Hate. HATE the fact that Cameron is now ruling us.
I don't think I'll be able to sleep properly anymore knowing that he is supposedly watching over us. Stuff you, David Cameron and your Nazi ideas. Stuff you.
I think it'd probably be best of me to go now as I don't want to get into a rant about how BAD life is going to be now.
Hopefully Clegg will have an ounce of sense in him and do something to stop some of the ridiculous laws Cameron wants to put into action.
It's not a good night tonight so I'll just leave it.
Monday, 10 May 2010
It's that special time of the day...
Where I tend to moan and go ramble about anything. But for once, I'm not making a list of things I should be posting. I'm actually going to do my list and post some revision list, and maybe more! Wow! I know. You don't really get much more than that, right.
So here's the list so I can keep track of my blog. I don't want to miss anything out....
1) iPad.
2) School can be really thing, they don't give long enough notices, or they just leave you confused for weeks and then two days before a coursework deadline they tell you to do something else.
3) Oral Exams: Welsh.
4) Jabs.
5) Vue Cinemas.
6) The Last Song.
7) Exams in general.
8) Lack of motivation for revising.
So first, the iPad. There has been a lot going around about the iPad. But the awesomeness of the iPad is not really what I want to talk about. The reason I would like an iPad is because of the fact that I could write LOADS on it. I could have it with me always, and I can feel myself being very motivated to write on it. You know, I heard you can get software on it like iWork where you can write loads of stuff on it. I would probably sit there for hours writing on it. It's just a thought, and at the rock bottom amounts of money I have at the moment, I don't think I'll be getting there any time soon. So it's just a pipe dream really, but I can dream, right?
Next. School. So I kinda have a bone to pick with school at the moment with their lack of organization. I handed in a coursework piece to my English Literature teacher like 2 and a half months ago, she had the intention of giving it back to me, but because of her disorganization, she's handing in the first draft, which isn't anywhere near the potential it could have been. I'm just sorta ticked off at the lack of organization. But Okay, I guess I can't do nothing about it now besides try a LOT harder in the exams to get the marks.
Next. Oral Welsh Exams. Okay, so last Friday we had oral Welsh exams. Mock ones of course. The real one is this week. But I'm totally, not looking forward to it. After last weeks crappy one. Well, it went okay, to a point where I spoke so much the first half of the thing that I kinda lost my steam by the end of it. It was quite embarrassing actually. But hopefully, I would have learnt a lot more by the time the next lot comes around by Thursday then I don't have to think about Welsh Oral Exams at least for another year. All will be well.
One of the reasons why my blogging has been weird lately is because of a certain cervical cancer jab. It was our third round this time, and I wasn't effected by the last two, but for some reason I was affected this time around. I couldn't move my arm properly and I was in immense amounts of pain with it. Luckily, most of the pain has gone by now. So all's well that ends well, right? There's not much really I can do about it besides shut up about it and move on.
Rapidly moving topic. Guess what I've gone and done again? Well, if you didn't already guessed. I applied for another job.... in Vue cinema's again. Seriously, my job application rate has rapidly decreased. And this one came up randomly, and it's like the first time, I'm so anxious to hear what they have to say. They said ten days, working days and the application closing date was yesterday. I've always wondered why there is always such a short time for people to apply to these jobs. I guess it's to cut the number down by a certain number. It's a good strategy. I guess they don't understand that there are people like me who go to the website everyday to check to see if new jobs have been put up. I don't consider it an obsession. I just think of it as dedicated and focused on getting a job there. I will openly admit to have been targeting Vue Cinema's because it would be an amazing place to work. I hope. So hopefully they'll get back to me with GOOD news this time round. Otherwise it's back to square one again.
So over the weekend I went to see the Last Song. I'm not really going to waste good arm on this thing, but what an utter load of rubbish that film was. So before I go into a rant I shall leave it at that. I discourage anyone and everyone from going to see that film.
Exams are really stressing me out at the moment. I can never seem to grasp the idea that in a little over a week my written exams are starting and I don't feel nearly prepared for them. It's like I lack this motivation to get them done. But I will be honest with you. This week, so far, I've been quite good regarding motivation to get some revision done. I'm trying my hardest not to fail because I want to do well in them.
So the last on the list kinda coexists with what I said before, so in all honesty I'm not really going to talk about it. I'm just going to move on to a new topic. Welsh.
Well, I'm going to put some Siwan quotes up, maybe that'll help me remember them. Just a few. I think I've bored people enough, let alone put like another load of crap up here.
Siwan. (I'll be quoting in italics because it looks prettier. It also differentiates between blog and quotes.) So these are some important quotes from the first act. Well, there's more important ones later on in the play.
Alis: Mae'r lantern fawr yn aros.
Siwan: Rhoddais fy nghroth i wleidyddiaeth fel pob merch brenin.
Siwan: P'run sy bwysica', diogeli ffiniau'r deyrnas neu sicrhau mab etifedd?
Siwan: Cystal iti ddweud fod Llywelyn yn fy ngharu fel ti.
Llywelyn: Dyma'r talu'n ol, gwneud putain o Dywysoges Aberffraw.
Siwan: 'Feiddi di mo'i ladd ef.
Siwan and Gwylim: ...heno...
So I'm sure I bored you all enough. And I'm blogging reasonably early, so I'll speak to you all soon!
Night!
So here's the list so I can keep track of my blog. I don't want to miss anything out....
1) iPad.
2) School can be really thing, they don't give long enough notices, or they just leave you confused for weeks and then two days before a coursework deadline they tell you to do something else.
3) Oral Exams: Welsh.
4) Jabs.
5) Vue Cinemas.
6) The Last Song.
7) Exams in general.
8) Lack of motivation for revising.
So first, the iPad. There has been a lot going around about the iPad. But the awesomeness of the iPad is not really what I want to talk about. The reason I would like an iPad is because of the fact that I could write LOADS on it. I could have it with me always, and I can feel myself being very motivated to write on it. You know, I heard you can get software on it like iWork where you can write loads of stuff on it. I would probably sit there for hours writing on it. It's just a thought, and at the rock bottom amounts of money I have at the moment, I don't think I'll be getting there any time soon. So it's just a pipe dream really, but I can dream, right?
Next. School. So I kinda have a bone to pick with school at the moment with their lack of organization. I handed in a coursework piece to my English Literature teacher like 2 and a half months ago, she had the intention of giving it back to me, but because of her disorganization, she's handing in the first draft, which isn't anywhere near the potential it could have been. I'm just sorta ticked off at the lack of organization. But Okay, I guess I can't do nothing about it now besides try a LOT harder in the exams to get the marks.
Next. Oral Welsh Exams. Okay, so last Friday we had oral Welsh exams. Mock ones of course. The real one is this week. But I'm totally, not looking forward to it. After last weeks crappy one. Well, it went okay, to a point where I spoke so much the first half of the thing that I kinda lost my steam by the end of it. It was quite embarrassing actually. But hopefully, I would have learnt a lot more by the time the next lot comes around by Thursday then I don't have to think about Welsh Oral Exams at least for another year. All will be well.
One of the reasons why my blogging has been weird lately is because of a certain cervical cancer jab. It was our third round this time, and I wasn't effected by the last two, but for some reason I was affected this time around. I couldn't move my arm properly and I was in immense amounts of pain with it. Luckily, most of the pain has gone by now. So all's well that ends well, right? There's not much really I can do about it besides shut up about it and move on.
Rapidly moving topic. Guess what I've gone and done again? Well, if you didn't already guessed. I applied for another job.... in Vue cinema's again. Seriously, my job application rate has rapidly decreased. And this one came up randomly, and it's like the first time, I'm so anxious to hear what they have to say. They said ten days, working days and the application closing date was yesterday. I've always wondered why there is always such a short time for people to apply to these jobs. I guess it's to cut the number down by a certain number. It's a good strategy. I guess they don't understand that there are people like me who go to the website everyday to check to see if new jobs have been put up. I don't consider it an obsession. I just think of it as dedicated and focused on getting a job there. I will openly admit to have been targeting Vue Cinema's because it would be an amazing place to work. I hope. So hopefully they'll get back to me with GOOD news this time round. Otherwise it's back to square one again.
So over the weekend I went to see the Last Song. I'm not really going to waste good arm on this thing, but what an utter load of rubbish that film was. So before I go into a rant I shall leave it at that. I discourage anyone and everyone from going to see that film.
Exams are really stressing me out at the moment. I can never seem to grasp the idea that in a little over a week my written exams are starting and I don't feel nearly prepared for them. It's like I lack this motivation to get them done. But I will be honest with you. This week, so far, I've been quite good regarding motivation to get some revision done. I'm trying my hardest not to fail because I want to do well in them.
So the last on the list kinda coexists with what I said before, so in all honesty I'm not really going to talk about it. I'm just going to move on to a new topic. Welsh.
Well, I'm going to put some Siwan quotes up, maybe that'll help me remember them. Just a few. I think I've bored people enough, let alone put like another load of crap up here.
Siwan. (I'll be quoting in italics because it looks prettier. It also differentiates between blog and quotes.) So these are some important quotes from the first act. Well, there's more important ones later on in the play.
Alis: Mae'r lantern fawr yn aros.
Siwan: Rhoddais fy nghroth i wleidyddiaeth fel pob merch brenin.
Siwan: P'run sy bwysica', diogeli ffiniau'r deyrnas neu sicrhau mab etifedd?
Siwan: Cystal iti ddweud fod Llywelyn yn fy ngharu fel ti.
Llywelyn: Dyma'r talu'n ol, gwneud putain o Dywysoges Aberffraw.
Siwan: 'Feiddi di mo'i ladd ef.
Siwan and Gwylim: ...heno...
So I'm sure I bored you all enough. And I'm blogging reasonably early, so I'll speak to you all soon!
Night!
Sunday, 9 May 2010
I'm sorry... Again....
This is going to be another short blog. My arm is still giving me grief even though I know it shouldn't be.
Plus, the internet's been on the blinker a bit, and I don't want to risk writing a really, really long blog and not be able to to blog it because of a lack of internet. You see my problem? It's basically just a lose-lose situation.
So back to the list. I hate doing the list because it makes me feel like I'm abandoning my blog. I should make time every night to do my blog. But as of late, especially with the exams looming closer, I just haven't had the time. I don't like to admit it, but the exams have weighed heavily on my mind, considering my first exam is this Thursday. I don't feel nearly prepared for them.
Maybe I could start blogging revision notes. That could be a good idea. My sister posts her revision notes on twitter and that seems to help her.
OKay, so from now on, starting tomorrow. So that's going to be one heck of a long blog tomorrow, eh? All the catch up on the list and revision notes. Though obviously it won't make much of a difference to you because it's my Welsh revision night tomorrow so it'll be in Welsh.
So here's my list.
1) iPad.
2) School can be really thing, they don't give long enough notices, or they just leave you confused for weeks and then two days before a coursework deadline they tell you to do something else.
3) Oral Exams: Welsh.
4) Jabs.
5) Vue Cinemas.
6) The Last Song.
7) Exams in general.
8) Lack of motivation for revising.
Okay, and then this here is my revision schedule and what dates I have my exams on.
Revision schedule.
Monday: Welsh
Tuesday: Maths.
Wednesday: English Literature
Thursday: English Language.
Friday: Night off (Mainly because I have dance.)
Saturday: Day off because I need to have some time off.
Sunday: All four.
Exam Dates.
Thursday, May 13th: Oral Welsh, Siwan and Hedd Wyn.
Monday, May 24th: Maths C1
Thursday, May 27th: Maths C2 and English Language.
Tuesday, June 8th: English Literature.
Tuesday, June 15th: Maths S1.
So all in all, I have a lot of revision to do and not a lot of time to do it.
Why didn't I ever think of doing stuff like this before? Not two weeks before the exams START?
Anyway.
To Finish on a happy note.
It's my Birthday in exactly 2 weeks. Yay!
Night!
At least this blog is decently long, right? I kinda got carried away. My speakers are playing up on my computer, so I'm a little more focused without music.
Plus, the internet's been on the blinker a bit, and I don't want to risk writing a really, really long blog and not be able to to blog it because of a lack of internet. You see my problem? It's basically just a lose-lose situation.
So back to the list. I hate doing the list because it makes me feel like I'm abandoning my blog. I should make time every night to do my blog. But as of late, especially with the exams looming closer, I just haven't had the time. I don't like to admit it, but the exams have weighed heavily on my mind, considering my first exam is this Thursday. I don't feel nearly prepared for them.
Maybe I could start blogging revision notes. That could be a good idea. My sister posts her revision notes on twitter and that seems to help her.
OKay, so from now on, starting tomorrow. So that's going to be one heck of a long blog tomorrow, eh? All the catch up on the list and revision notes. Though obviously it won't make much of a difference to you because it's my Welsh revision night tomorrow so it'll be in Welsh.
So here's my list.
1) iPad.
2) School can be really thing, they don't give long enough notices, or they just leave you confused for weeks and then two days before a coursework deadline they tell you to do something else.
3) Oral Exams: Welsh.
4) Jabs.
5) Vue Cinemas.
6) The Last Song.
7) Exams in general.
8) Lack of motivation for revising.
Okay, and then this here is my revision schedule and what dates I have my exams on.
Revision schedule.
Monday: Welsh
Tuesday: Maths.
Wednesday: English Literature
Thursday: English Language.
Friday: Night off (Mainly because I have dance.)
Saturday: Day off because I need to have some time off.
Sunday: All four.
Exam Dates.
Thursday, May 13th: Oral Welsh, Siwan and Hedd Wyn.
Monday, May 24th: Maths C1
Thursday, May 27th: Maths C2 and English Language.
Tuesday, June 8th: English Literature.
Tuesday, June 15th: Maths S1.
So all in all, I have a lot of revision to do and not a lot of time to do it.
Why didn't I ever think of doing stuff like this before? Not two weeks before the exams START?
Anyway.
To Finish on a happy note.
It's my Birthday in exactly 2 weeks. Yay!
Night!
At least this blog is decently long, right? I kinda got carried away. My speakers are playing up on my computer, so I'm a little more focused without music.
Saturday, 8 May 2010
I'm sorry
I can't really blog for today, my arm has been in agony all day after the jab yesterday. My mum thinks I'm having a bad reaction. I think she's overreacting.
So I'll just have to keep the list going until it gets better.
Talk to you soon!
1) iPad.
2) School can be really thing, they don't give long enough notices, or they just leave you confused for weeks and then two days before a coursework deadline they tell you to do something else.
3) Oral Exams: Welsh.
4) Jabs.
5) Vue Cinemas.
6) The Last Song.
G'night.
I'm sure I'll have more stuff to talk about soon. I know, well, hopefully, my arm will be much better by tomorrow. I just can't stand typing like this. It's annoying!
So I'll just have to keep the list going until it gets better.
Talk to you soon!
1) iPad.
2) School can be really thing, they don't give long enough notices, or they just leave you confused for weeks and then two days before a coursework deadline they tell you to do something else.
3) Oral Exams: Welsh.
4) Jabs.
5) Vue Cinemas.
6) The Last Song.
G'night.
I'm sure I'll have more stuff to talk about soon. I know, well, hopefully, my arm will be much better by tomorrow. I just can't stand typing like this. It's annoying!
Friday, 7 May 2010
I literally
Can't blog for long today.
I had a jab done today, and I don't think I have the patience level to type with just one hand for a somewhat longer blog.
So again I'll post a list of things I wish to talk about. God, I don't think I'd be a good leader, anyone else agree?
1) iPad.
2) School can be really thing, they don't give long enough notices, or they just leave you confused for weeks and then two days before a coursework deadline they tell you to do something else.
3) Oral Exams: Welsh.
4) Jabs.
Okay, so that's it for now.
I have to go to bed early has I have school in the morning. I know, on a Saturday, it's criminal, right?
But it's a revision day and I can't miss it.
Night! See you tomorrow.
I had a jab done today, and I don't think I have the patience level to type with just one hand for a somewhat longer blog.
So again I'll post a list of things I wish to talk about. God, I don't think I'd be a good leader, anyone else agree?
1) iPad.
2) School can be really thing, they don't give long enough notices, or they just leave you confused for weeks and then two days before a coursework deadline they tell you to do something else.
3) Oral Exams: Welsh.
4) Jabs.
Okay, so that's it for now.
I have to go to bed early has I have school in the morning. I know, on a Saturday, it's criminal, right?
But it's a revision day and I can't miss it.
Night! See you tomorrow.
Thursday, 6 May 2010
I totally forgot
About blogging today, so I'm sorry that this won't be a long blog. Again.
I have noticed that I'm sorta falling into some sort of pattern with all this stuff, but today, even though I almost forgot about blogging, I remember from earlier only planning on posting my English Lang coursework for y'all to see anyway.
But first let my put my points up...
1) iPad.
2) School can be really thing, they don't give long enough notices, or they just leave you confused for weeks and then two days before a coursework deadline they tell you to do something else.
3) Oral Exams: Welsh.
Okay, so that's what I want to talk about next blog, but for now, you have my English Language work to deal with. (Awaits for it to decide to respond to her needs.... MS just doesn't like me sometimes...)
I have noticed that I'm sorta falling into some sort of pattern with all this stuff, but today, even though I almost forgot about blogging, I remember from earlier only planning on posting my English Lang coursework for y'all to see anyway.
But first let my put my points up...
1) iPad.
2) School can be really thing, they don't give long enough notices, or they just leave you confused for weeks and then two days before a coursework deadline they tell you to do something else.
3) Oral Exams: Welsh.
Okay, so that's what I want to talk about next blog, but for now, you have my English Language work to deal with. (Awaits for it to decide to respond to her needs.... MS just doesn't like me sometimes...)
The body of a young man lay on the sterile table on the left hand side of the large room. Cold room, to be honest with you. Saying it was shredded would be an understatement. That’s my job; my job is to find out who did it? What did it? How? And when? I hate my job sometimes. It’s the same thing everyday. Look at this body here. Look at this body there. Body this. Body that. I could write a novel just on these damned bodies.
To work. Scratches along upper arm. Blood still dripping from the wound slowly. Animal attack? Possibly. He was found on the outskirts of town not two hours ago. Stab wounds to the lower abdomen. Human? An animal can’t grip a knife. The wound was done with the precision of a psychopath. I could see right through to the organs.
Internal bleeding. From stab wounds. Or perhaps a beating before? Human? More than likely. There’s too much blood to determine. Fracture to the left ankle. Escaping? Something must have been terrifying. I pity the man. This was not a quick death. It was slow, painful and torturous. He probably had a full life ahead of him. Fate obviously had other plans.
Cut to the upper half of the left eyebrow. Probably from a fall. I don’t even know his name. I never know their names. Skin temperature? Getting colder. Blood running from the mouth. No tongue. Human? I’m pretty sure an animal can’t cut out a guys tongue.
Teeth? Fine. If you count being soaked in crimson red blood fine. Eyes? Dilated. Ears? Upper half of the left year is missing, done with a sharp object, it’s a clean cut, just sliced all the way through, and it was just chopped off. Psycho. But a trained psycho, you don’t get too many of them anymore. They usually leave a good path to be found. Some of them like the chase. It gives them a thrill. Or so the TV tells me. That could be the reason for the fall. Skin? Pale. Paler than a ghosts behind. Skull? Blood at the back of the skull. Fractured in many places. Was the poor guy dead before any of this happened? I can’t imagine the horrors of something like this happening.
Were there any witnesses? He might have been moved. If so, where does he come from? Who is he? Who are his parents? God, there are just so many questions.
Hands? Right index finger is missing, done with a sharp object, maybe a doctor’s knife, a scalpel is it? This shows clearly the person knows what he’s doing when it comes to taken apart the human body, but what else does it say about the person behind it? He obviously takes care to get everything right. This has to be the work of a deranged human being. But who? How? How did no one notice? He doesn’t look homeless. Unless homeless people are clean-shaven these days.
Thighs? Minor scrapes. Nothing major. He must have been kidnapped. There are bruises. Hand marks on the upper arms. Fading. A sickly yellow-green colour. I’d say about two, three days old, judging by the fading.
Legs? Minor scraped. A long gash running down the right leg. A healing wound. Two days old, guessing of course, it looks like it was done with knife, it’s jagged in places, this person is obviously not knew to the trade.. Fractured ankle. Left? Okay.
Feet? Fine. Minor bruising, but fine. Excellent in comparison to the rest of him. I’ve got nothing on the pale dark-haired man. The more you find, the less you know. I’ve ruled out the possibility of an animal attack. An animal would not have done something so masterfully.
This person has done it before, it was done too precisely, and it was planned too inconspicuously. It was done too easily; there are no screw-ups, no clear track on how things went on there, nothing. He or she, of course isn’t new to slaughtering people like rabid animals. Who would have done it? A rivalry? Who am I kidding? We’re not in the dark ages anymore. Christ. To think there’s someone who could have planned all this. It’d need to be someplace rural. Out of sight. You had to be someone normal on the outside.
So who? There aren’t many suspects to go on. Where could they have done it? It can’t have been in broad daylight. How could we not have noticed someone had gone missing? Could it have been the parents? Was he a runaway? An orphan? No family? A family that doesn’t care enough? That still doesn’t answer the question of who did it.
The way it was done. It’s almost ritualistic like in a non-ritualistic way. It was torture, that’s what it was. How could anyone be so sadistic? Twisted?
Who? The question is plaguing me. It’s not my job to ask the questions. I’m only here for the analysis of assumptions. I’m supposed to guess the course of action.
I can make an assumption here after thoroughly checking the body. The kidnapping must have taken place at night. He would obviously need to be unconscious to go willingly; he would not have made a sound. Nothing much, nothing significant happened for the first few days. He was beaten, which might have led to the internal bleeding, and a long gash was created along the right leg. And have his ear was cut off.
Of course, this is only an assumption. He’s not going to jump up and give me the answer. How could people never notice is absence is beyond me.
He could have tried to escape. Hence the fall. The captor got angry. Lost control and before he knew it, the man was dead, panicked and threw him on the outskirts of this town. It was a tragedy of course.
Someone he knew could have done it. A family member. The joys of family. Mine always seem a little more psychopath than others. I mean, who else would be in this depressing and dank industry?
He would have gone willingly if it was someone he knew. Someone he trusted. So who would have done it? Without knowing who he is I can’t make a decent judgement on who could have done it. Maybe there’s a history of schizophrenia in the family and the family member flipped out.
I don’t recognise him and I know more or less most people in the neighbourhood. A city man? Possibly. It could be the reason why no one noticed his absence. I hear city folk go missing all the time. He might not even be from this country. Could he be on holiday? His family probably think he’s fine and dandy, ‘getting the perfect tan’.
Maybe we should put a notice out the this boy was found brutally murdered. The police don’t want it to get out. It’s a secret. Could someone from the police have done it? The police are known for secrets. Technically, is it a secret if people know about it? The police themselves aren’t looking too far into the cause. There are no fingerprints on any of his clothes. No ID was found on him. Something a sticky fingered policeman on the job could have easily taken before someone found out whom the boy is. I didn’t know the police went that far to get rid of someone. That’s the last thing I trust my local police with.
Now that will put a shiver of fear down your spine. The policemen doing it, of course.
So essentially, it’s been put down to three different types of people with numerous different scenarios. This man is a mystery. It would be helpful if I knew his name. His hometown. His family. Especially who did it? It’s always about the murders. Why can’t people just live? Damned people.
I don’t personally understand the thinking. People, honestly. So who did it?
Anyway, that's all from me. Hope you enjoyed. I'm thinking of posting this on fictionpress too to see what kind of response I get....
Night!
Wednesday, 5 May 2010
I'm sure I've...
Pulled a muscle in my shoulder. Or done something real bad to my shoulder for it is painful. I can barely move it. I'm struggling to write my blog now.
I can already hear the sounds of protest....
So like last week, I'm starting to build a point list on what I would like to talk about tomorrow which probably won't be answered formally until like next Sunday or what not.
1) iPad.
2) School can be really thing, they don't give long enough notices, or they just leave you confused for weeks and then two days before a coursework deadline they tell you to do something else.
So far that's all I have, but I'm sure I'll have other things to talk about when the time comes.
Anyway, to leave on a happy note before I say night.
I HAVE FINALLY FINISHED DOWN IN GWYR! Glad to get that off my chest. Of course, until next year, but it's a start, right?
I love how I've griped about it all year. It's great, isn't it? Well obviously not for the people on the receiving end, but oh well.
I'm done there for a while and that's all I need to know.
Night!
Told ya I'd finish on a good note.
My shoulder is totally killing me.....
I can already hear the sounds of protest....
So like last week, I'm starting to build a point list on what I would like to talk about tomorrow which probably won't be answered formally until like next Sunday or what not.
1) iPad.
2) School can be really thing, they don't give long enough notices, or they just leave you confused for weeks and then two days before a coursework deadline they tell you to do something else.
So far that's all I have, but I'm sure I'll have other things to talk about when the time comes.
Anyway, to leave on a happy note before I say night.
I HAVE FINALLY FINISHED DOWN IN GWYR! Glad to get that off my chest. Of course, until next year, but it's a start, right?
I love how I've griped about it all year. It's great, isn't it? Well obviously not for the people on the receiving end, but oh well.
I'm done there for a while and that's all I need to know.
Night!
Told ya I'd finish on a good note.
My shoulder is totally killing me.....
Tuesday, 4 May 2010
Due to the fact
That I have no life, like usual I don't really have a lot to talk about.
One thing that is really annoying me at the moment is the fact that I have to repeat certain things to one of my friends in particular and even then she finds it difficult to understand why I did such a thing. Like take today for instance. I told her I would have to invite Rhiannon to my sisters party because it would be fair on her and I couldn't leave her out, I'm not that heartless. But she continued for like an hour to probe me on the effect of my decision and tell me that if I didn't want her there I didn't have to invite her.
Though, technically, the answer will always be Yes, I do have to invite her because no matter how much she dislikes the fact, Rhiannon is still technically my friend and I don't disinvite friends. It's just rude and cruel and I'm not that kind of person. So, you know where I'm coming from?
She even tried to uninvite Rhiannon from Jordan's celebration party for coming first. She said some things along the lines of being boring and not being a good enough friend for going there. She did not even take into account that Rhiannon has probably been to more of dance practice than Jordan, and even though I'm not one to admit it, but Rhiannon was supportive and to not invite her but to invite the whole of the dance crew just seems to unlikely to me. It seems cruel and unjust. People just need to grow up.
Moving on to a happier topic. The last topic before I say goodnight. I'm like obsessed with this fanfiction called Weak by loosedefence. It's a Danny/Dash fanfiction on the Danny Phantom archive. So far it's been really, really good, but I have a long way to go. Hopefully it'll be amazing. That's the kind of thing I think that drives me towards Danny Phantom fanfictions. Danny Phantom itself, though a cartoon has it's dark moments, is well developed and an enjoyable series, which leads to amazing fanfictions. You just have to look out for them for some of them written by preteens with bad grammar (I also admit to being one of these in the beginning, luckily, I got better, right?), but when you look into some, you can see the hardwork and the love of writing. Seriously, there are some fanfictions should change the characters and just get them published, they would be a hit!
Anyway, time seems to have passed me by. I shall see you tomorrow night, where I shall promptly complain, or cry in happiness on my trip to Gwyr tomorrow. (It's the last one until September!)
Night!
Wow, I think this is the most I have TYPED in a blog for a long time now. At least it ain't pictures, right? I must look really insecure asking questions all the time...
One thing that is really annoying me at the moment is the fact that I have to repeat certain things to one of my friends in particular and even then she finds it difficult to understand why I did such a thing. Like take today for instance. I told her I would have to invite Rhiannon to my sisters party because it would be fair on her and I couldn't leave her out, I'm not that heartless. But she continued for like an hour to probe me on the effect of my decision and tell me that if I didn't want her there I didn't have to invite her.
Though, technically, the answer will always be Yes, I do have to invite her because no matter how much she dislikes the fact, Rhiannon is still technically my friend and I don't disinvite friends. It's just rude and cruel and I'm not that kind of person. So, you know where I'm coming from?
She even tried to uninvite Rhiannon from Jordan's celebration party for coming first. She said some things along the lines of being boring and not being a good enough friend for going there. She did not even take into account that Rhiannon has probably been to more of dance practice than Jordan, and even though I'm not one to admit it, but Rhiannon was supportive and to not invite her but to invite the whole of the dance crew just seems to unlikely to me. It seems cruel and unjust. People just need to grow up.
Moving on to a happier topic. The last topic before I say goodnight. I'm like obsessed with this fanfiction called Weak by loosedefence. It's a Danny/Dash fanfiction on the Danny Phantom archive. So far it's been really, really good, but I have a long way to go. Hopefully it'll be amazing. That's the kind of thing I think that drives me towards Danny Phantom fanfictions. Danny Phantom itself, though a cartoon has it's dark moments, is well developed and an enjoyable series, which leads to amazing fanfictions. You just have to look out for them for some of them written by preteens with bad grammar (I also admit to being one of these in the beginning, luckily, I got better, right?), but when you look into some, you can see the hardwork and the love of writing. Seriously, there are some fanfictions should change the characters and just get them published, they would be a hit!
Anyway, time seems to have passed me by. I shall see you tomorrow night, where I shall promptly complain, or cry in happiness on my trip to Gwyr tomorrow. (It's the last one until September!)
Night!
Wow, I think this is the most I have TYPED in a blog for a long time now. At least it ain't pictures, right? I must look really insecure asking questions all the time...
Monday, 3 May 2010
Another Photo Montage
I know, I know.
Seriously this is just a quick device to get a blog up instead of having all the 'I'm sorry I lost track of time excuse'. So I'll show you what currently resides on my desktop. It's not much, but hopefully it'll be interesting enough to keep you all entertained. Just imagine, if I sell a bestselling novel I could put like random crap on here like book tour photos and such. Of course, it's not crap, it would be amazing to actually get that far in my writing career.
Obviously I have high hopes.
So on with the show!
Now this one is cool, don't you think? Obviously, I'm not the artist. Kudos to the artist though. It's an amazing picture.
Obviously you can tell I couldn't get that last picture right at all. It took me three attempts. I wanted to show it to you because of the title of the book. It says 'Romance for the Rich Creepy Dimwits'. It's quite funny.
Anyway, I hope I didn't bore you all with Social Distortion covers and Danny Phantom pictures and for any of you that pay attention I've posted some of these pictures before. I needed to fill space.
Night!
Seriously this is just a quick device to get a blog up instead of having all the 'I'm sorry I lost track of time excuse'. So I'll show you what currently resides on my desktop. It's not much, but hopefully it'll be interesting enough to keep you all entertained. Just imagine, if I sell a bestselling novel I could put like random crap on here like book tour photos and such. Of course, it's not crap, it would be amazing to actually get that far in my writing career.
Obviously I have high hopes.
So on with the show!
Anyway, I hope I didn't bore you all with Social Distortion covers and Danny Phantom pictures and for any of you that pay attention I've posted some of these pictures before. I needed to fill space.
Night!
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