My holidays start off

Pretty bad to be honest with you.

You want to know the reason behind it? I've got a cold sore. Yep. The first cold sore in Christ knows how long and it's a huge fucker.

I always used to get cold sores, but I haven't had one for quick some years now, and suddenly this little shit (well it's not exactly small) decides to jump out at me.

I'm going to try everything in the morning to get rid of it. Like I've been reading that nail varnish remover works, does it? I hope it does. I heard though that it swells your lip. I think I could live with a swollen lip though if it meant not having a cold sore.

I fucking hate them. Sorry for the language, its just that I hate them. Hate them with every ounce of my being.

It's late too. I'm not trying to put the swearing down to tiredness it's just that I'm pissed off with the world and this is not helping.

Gah, I could fucking kill myself at the moment. I have people coming over tomorrow and dance starts back tomorrow. It's Good Friday, but it ain't going to be that much of a good Friday anymore. I'm gonna be spending it getting rid of a fucking cold sore. I just can't fucking believe the timing.

It doesn't help either that it's SPRING! People don't usually get cold sores in the spring, it's just not right. The weather at the moment is just not right though. It's been snowing on and off for two days now. We're two months away from the summer there and there abouts, so where does the fucking snow come from?

Okay, I admit I really need to calm down on the swearing. I will stop. I promise. I just need to vent a little and swearing usually helps me. Besides writing of course.

Nothing seems to be going my way anymore.

I fucking hate how life turns out sometimes.

So I'll leave you all on such a happy note, I'm going to watch some Bleach then get to sleep I think.

And again, I sincerely apologize for the cussing, it's not usually like me to swear over the internet, I usually do it more at home where its only my family around.