I do seem to recall saying that I would type all about the film I saw yesterday. But subsequently I have decided that I have no longer got the willpower to talk about it at this time of night.
Which leads me to tell you, that I will therefor be talking about it tomorrow. During the daylight.
Sorry, but I'm just a woos when it comes to talking about films like that, I have to do it when there's plenty of sunshine out there, or at least a few hours to forget about it before going to bed.
Then there is also another film to add to the list. This one isn't as bad, I just don't want to stir up my mind now before going to sleep.
So I'm currently trying to get through my reading pile.
I'm on The Perks of Being a Wallflower. And let me tell you so far it is amazing. I haven't got that much left in it, but it's great so far.
Other than that there's nothing really going on in my usually boring life.
I'm going to see Robin Hood on Wednesday, something which I need to organize tomorrow. So don't let me forget! It's my birthday thing and I'm the one to organize it. Well, I'm usually the one to organize it. But it's all good. I don't mind organizing things.
I might find a job on Saturday so it's all good!
Night!
I might go and read a bit more now before going to sleep. Only for a while, take my mind off things.
Monday, 31 May 2010
Posting from the iPod
Because today does seriously take the cake on how late I'm posting today.
So let me apologise in advance for any mistakes in spelling and stuff before hand, you know what they're like. Useless on the controlled spelling front.
Anyway, there is a reason as to why blogging so late I just don't want to talk about it until tomorrow, you know whithheld suspense and stuff.
So I'll see you tomorrow
Night!!
At least you know it'll be a long post, right?
So let me apologise in advance for any mistakes in spelling and stuff before hand, you know what they're like. Useless on the controlled spelling front.
Anyway, there is a reason as to why blogging so late I just don't want to talk about it until tomorrow, you know whithheld suspense and stuff.
So I'll see you tomorrow
Night!!
At least you know it'll be a long post, right?
Sunday, 30 May 2010
Eurovision Song Contest.
You see if I had remembered about this competition being on this week, I'm sure I would have mentioned it a lot sooner.
I did forget. It's usually on like a week earlier, but oh well.
As a fellow Brit, its sort of tradition for us, as a family, to sit in front of the TV and watch the Eurovision. Not to see any new talent. To laugh at the really camp ones and vote for the really camp ones. That's what makes it funny. You should never really take Eurovision seriously.
So, me, personally, I always go and watch the show knowing that we're not going to win. We don't live next to any big country's to vote for us. Because that's how it goes these days. It's not about the talent, it's about politics these days.
Maybe it's just the fact that I'm from Britain and we're probably pretty bitter because every other country hates us and we never seem to do any form of a good song. Then there's also the fact that I've been listening to Terry Wogan's commentating most of my life.
Though I must admit, though Graham Norton tends to try and imitate Wogan, he was actually pretty funny this year. I felt that last year he seemed to be a bit awkward in his role, but he's settled in now by the looks of it and knows how things work.
All in all, it was a great night. We had a lot of fun taking the mickey out of many of the performances. France was probably one of the funniest.
But, we came last.
As expected.
But now it is getting late so I'll leave with the final comment.
Good night, great fun. I'll probably tune in next year too to see how it all goes. Though I know not to expect much...
Night!
I did forget. It's usually on like a week earlier, but oh well.
As a fellow Brit, its sort of tradition for us, as a family, to sit in front of the TV and watch the Eurovision. Not to see any new talent. To laugh at the really camp ones and vote for the really camp ones. That's what makes it funny. You should never really take Eurovision seriously.
So, me, personally, I always go and watch the show knowing that we're not going to win. We don't live next to any big country's to vote for us. Because that's how it goes these days. It's not about the talent, it's about politics these days.
Maybe it's just the fact that I'm from Britain and we're probably pretty bitter because every other country hates us and we never seem to do any form of a good song. Then there's also the fact that I've been listening to Terry Wogan's commentating most of my life.
Though I must admit, though Graham Norton tends to try and imitate Wogan, he was actually pretty funny this year. I felt that last year he seemed to be a bit awkward in his role, but he's settled in now by the looks of it and knows how things work.
All in all, it was a great night. We had a lot of fun taking the mickey out of many of the performances. France was probably one of the funniest.
But, we came last.
As expected.
But now it is getting late so I'll leave with the final comment.
Good night, great fun. I'll probably tune in next year too to see how it all goes. Though I know not to expect much...
Night!
Friday, 28 May 2010
I don't know what to feel...
Have you ever had one of those feelings?
I was told today by my Mother than my Uncle was going to die. He'd contracted the cancer that my Grandmother died of, but we'd hoped that they'd caught it quick enough to get rid of it.
They said today that it was only a matter of time before he was gone. And to be honest with you, I feel kind of emotionless, hollow. I feel bad for not feeling any more because everyone else in the family (well the people old enough to understand) are all feeling upset.
I personally don't know how to feel.
My Uncle, John, has lived away from the family for most of his life. So I never really got to meet him much besides in the family reunions around Christmas every year. So I did know him.
I thought I'd be sad. Sad, teary and not knowing what to do with myself.
But I'm the complete opposite. It's not that I don't care, it's just I'm used to family members dying and I know how to handle it myself.
He's been ill for quite some time now, so something like this was not unexpected. I guess I gave myself some mental preparation.
But if my brother saw this, he'd be screaming at me and telling me to be more lifelike feel something. I should be upset that my Uncle is going to die.
I am upset. I'm just dealing with it in a different way.
Does it always have to feel wrong to not feel anything at all?
My life is confusing, always full of pessimism. I know not to expect much from life, and death is a natural part of the course. So, I don't know what to think currently.
I'll get back to you on that one.
Life is always going to be like this.
So why bother being upset over something that everyone should know is going to happen eventually?
So, I'm going to be going for the night. Do some reading.
Clear my head.
Maybe I'll feel something then.
Night.
I was told today by my Mother than my Uncle was going to die. He'd contracted the cancer that my Grandmother died of, but we'd hoped that they'd caught it quick enough to get rid of it.
They said today that it was only a matter of time before he was gone. And to be honest with you, I feel kind of emotionless, hollow. I feel bad for not feeling any more because everyone else in the family (well the people old enough to understand) are all feeling upset.
I personally don't know how to feel.
My Uncle, John, has lived away from the family for most of his life. So I never really got to meet him much besides in the family reunions around Christmas every year. So I did know him.
I thought I'd be sad. Sad, teary and not knowing what to do with myself.
But I'm the complete opposite. It's not that I don't care, it's just I'm used to family members dying and I know how to handle it myself.
He's been ill for quite some time now, so something like this was not unexpected. I guess I gave myself some mental preparation.
But if my brother saw this, he'd be screaming at me and telling me to be more lifelike feel something. I should be upset that my Uncle is going to die.
I am upset. I'm just dealing with it in a different way.
Does it always have to feel wrong to not feel anything at all?
My life is confusing, always full of pessimism. I know not to expect much from life, and death is a natural part of the course. So, I don't know what to think currently.
I'll get back to you on that one.
Life is always going to be like this.
So why bother being upset over something that everyone should know is going to happen eventually?
So, I'm going to be going for the night. Do some reading.
Clear my head.
Maybe I'll feel something then.
Night.
Thursday, 27 May 2010
I have noticed...
That even though this is the second time I've used this title now, there seems to be some sort of pattern to the way I seem to be blogging.
It starts off pretty short, right? Like a couple a sentences a blog. Nothing big, and I didn't really care that they were short blogs then. Then as time goes by the blog seems to lengthen and I seem to get into the mindset that I have to have long blog posts or something bad'll happen. Though I have no reason to think that because no one really reads this blog in the first place.
Then, it sorta dies down and I start making excuses as to why I can't blog today. Then it gets longer again. Short. Long. Short. Long. You catch my drift?
Though one things seems to be quite common about my blogs in particular and that's my ability to moan.
I will admit, I'm a pessimistic person by nature, sarcastic and really has no faith in life. I seem to come across as desperate at times too, like for instance the begging for a job. The random bouts of depression. I never really seem to look at what life really is. I just look at the negativity and what is only in front of me.
Which probably makes me seem quite ungrateful.
Honestly, I am grateful for the life I have, and like most other people there are things I would like to be different. But that's something that's out of my control to handle.
Then there seems to be the excuses.
Excuses are something I seem to give daily on my blog, especially as of late. Mainly ones about why I can't be blogging. And as I write this, I seem to wonder to myself, why do I say such a thing? I write here because I live to, I hate making excuses, and I hate the fact that I never seem to have time to blog here.
But then comes the opposite where I think in reality I do have time, I just get distracted along the way. I'm an easily distracted person.
Hence, that I think for some reason this is a small blog, well in comparison to some people's blogs I've read this isn't even the tip of the iceberg, but I feel like I've written more than them in terms of the fact that I blog everyday.
Remember when I said about copy and pasting my blog to a word document? Well, I did that, which is the reason why I'm writing about my blogging patterns, and I never realized my blog had become so long! I've written at least 350 pages of word document now! Isn't that amazing? Of course, I haven't put any of the latest blogs on there year, like from about 3 days ago I finally finished it. But I'll do that over half term.
Half term is something that has finally come for me! After today I don't go into school for at least another week. I feel so relaxed now, I can take a few days off, no revision to unwind do some reading and then get back to everything. I'm going to the cinema's on Wednesday for what seems like the first time in forever. When in reality it was only like 2 weeks ago. I'm going to see Robin Hood. Hopefully that film lives up the hype. Then I'm going shopping with my friends. I haven't been shopping with my friends in forever and I think we as a group of friends could benefit from this activity.
Anyways.
See you all tomorrow. I'm going to continue with Monsters of Men. I haven't stopped reading it since I came home today. I love the Chaos Walking series!
Night!
It starts off pretty short, right? Like a couple a sentences a blog. Nothing big, and I didn't really care that they were short blogs then. Then as time goes by the blog seems to lengthen and I seem to get into the mindset that I have to have long blog posts or something bad'll happen. Though I have no reason to think that because no one really reads this blog in the first place.
Then, it sorta dies down and I start making excuses as to why I can't blog today. Then it gets longer again. Short. Long. Short. Long. You catch my drift?
Though one things seems to be quite common about my blogs in particular and that's my ability to moan.
I will admit, I'm a pessimistic person by nature, sarcastic and really has no faith in life. I seem to come across as desperate at times too, like for instance the begging for a job. The random bouts of depression. I never really seem to look at what life really is. I just look at the negativity and what is only in front of me.
Which probably makes me seem quite ungrateful.
Honestly, I am grateful for the life I have, and like most other people there are things I would like to be different. But that's something that's out of my control to handle.
Then there seems to be the excuses.
Excuses are something I seem to give daily on my blog, especially as of late. Mainly ones about why I can't be blogging. And as I write this, I seem to wonder to myself, why do I say such a thing? I write here because I live to, I hate making excuses, and I hate the fact that I never seem to have time to blog here.
But then comes the opposite where I think in reality I do have time, I just get distracted along the way. I'm an easily distracted person.
Hence, that I think for some reason this is a small blog, well in comparison to some people's blogs I've read this isn't even the tip of the iceberg, but I feel like I've written more than them in terms of the fact that I blog everyday.
Remember when I said about copy and pasting my blog to a word document? Well, I did that, which is the reason why I'm writing about my blogging patterns, and I never realized my blog had become so long! I've written at least 350 pages of word document now! Isn't that amazing? Of course, I haven't put any of the latest blogs on there year, like from about 3 days ago I finally finished it. But I'll do that over half term.
Half term is something that has finally come for me! After today I don't go into school for at least another week. I feel so relaxed now, I can take a few days off, no revision to unwind do some reading and then get back to everything. I'm going to the cinema's on Wednesday for what seems like the first time in forever. When in reality it was only like 2 weeks ago. I'm going to see Robin Hood. Hopefully that film lives up the hype. Then I'm going shopping with my friends. I haven't been shopping with my friends in forever and I think we as a group of friends could benefit from this activity.
Anyways.
See you all tomorrow. I'm going to continue with Monsters of Men. I haven't stopped reading it since I came home today. I love the Chaos Walking series!
Night!
Wednesday, 26 May 2010
Yes, another short post...
But I promise you I can make it a long on tomorrow, dependent on how the turns out that is.
Tomorrow I have two exams, Maths C2 and English Language. Maths is the one I'm worrying about the most, whereas I'm not entirely that bothered about English Language. I know that comment is going to come and bite me in the butt tomorrow, but I think I can deal with it for now.
Anyway, the reason this blog is so short today is because it's late and for the first time in like three weeks I have to be up early in the morning to go to school, as Maths is my first morning exam. Yay, go me!
Anyway, I'll see you tomorrow where hopefully things will be a little more relaxed.
I only just remembered that I have to go and make an excuse as to why I can't go to English Literature revision on Friday, unless everyone else is going then I guess I'll have to go too... but if Ffion's not going, I'm not either.
That's something I'm going to have to ask her tomorrow.
Night!
Tomorrow I have two exams, Maths C2 and English Language. Maths is the one I'm worrying about the most, whereas I'm not entirely that bothered about English Language. I know that comment is going to come and bite me in the butt tomorrow, but I think I can deal with it for now.
Anyway, the reason this blog is so short today is because it's late and for the first time in like three weeks I have to be up early in the morning to go to school, as Maths is my first morning exam. Yay, go me!
Anyway, I'll see you tomorrow where hopefully things will be a little more relaxed.
I only just remembered that I have to go and make an excuse as to why I can't go to English Literature revision on Friday, unless everyone else is going then I guess I'll have to go too... but if Ffion's not going, I'm not either.
That's something I'm going to have to ask her tomorrow.
Night!
Tuesday, 25 May 2010
The Birthday Inventory.
So I got quite a lot for my birthday.... well I think it was a lot.
So currently not counting money I got
1) Pink Concert Ticket.
2) £30 worth of Waterstone's gift cards
3) The Perks of Being a Wallflower
4) Skulduggery Pleasant
5) Sixth Sense Movie Novelization
6) Sixth Sense: Secrets from the beyond, Survivor
7) Sixth Sense: Secrets from the beyond, Runaway
8) Sixth Sense: Secrets from the beyond, Hangman
9) Bleach Season 3
10) I am the Messenger
11) Toll of the Hounds (My brother got me this, it's the last book of a series I haven't even read... so I guess that's where the £30 comes in, right?
Anyway, that's all I kinda have time for, I got caught up watching shark attack video's. Some of them are really quite scary. Lucky I don't like going to the beach, or anything to do with the sea, right?
I'm just not an outdoor person as it is.
Respect the water man. Respect it.
Anyway, I'm up early in the morning, I have a maths exam on Thursday and I'm going to be revising double hard to get lots of revision done for the subject.
Yay, go me, right?
Anyway, good night.
Must remember, talk about copy and pasting blog. That is if I'm not too preoccupied with my exam. I will be blogging, just probably not as in depth as I have in the past.
I certainly haven't been a good blogger recently. But I find that my blogging isn't the same as other's anyway. That will also go in the blog tomorrow if I can remember it....
So currently not counting money I got
1) Pink Concert Ticket.
2) £30 worth of Waterstone's gift cards
3) The Perks of Being a Wallflower
4) Skulduggery Pleasant
5) Sixth Sense Movie Novelization
6) Sixth Sense: Secrets from the beyond, Survivor
7) Sixth Sense: Secrets from the beyond, Runaway
8) Sixth Sense: Secrets from the beyond, Hangman
9) Bleach Season 3
10) I am the Messenger
11) Toll of the Hounds (My brother got me this, it's the last book of a series I haven't even read... so I guess that's where the £30 comes in, right?
Anyway, that's all I kinda have time for, I got caught up watching shark attack video's. Some of them are really quite scary. Lucky I don't like going to the beach, or anything to do with the sea, right?
I'm just not an outdoor person as it is.
Respect the water man. Respect it.
Anyway, I'm up early in the morning, I have a maths exam on Thursday and I'm going to be revising double hard to get lots of revision done for the subject.
Yay, go me, right?
Anyway, good night.
Must remember, talk about copy and pasting blog. That is if I'm not too preoccupied with my exam. I will be blogging, just probably not as in depth as I have in the past.
I certainly haven't been a good blogger recently. But I find that my blogging isn't the same as other's anyway. That will also go in the blog tomorrow if I can remember it....
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