Aber scholarship exams tomorrow.

That's going to be a load of fun, right?

I haven't even revised for these. I figured I'd just wing 'em and see how well they went.

See, these exams are just causing more and more turmoil in my head.

You see, I'm conflicted on which University I want to go to. I loved Surrey. God, Surrey was amazing, and I would be in my element if I went there.

And I didn't like Aber as much as I liked Surrey.

It's not that I have a problem admitting that. It's just, can I really turn down the opportunity to get £1,000 a year?

But Surrey do a scholarship thing too which you don't need to sit an exam for, you get it instantly if you get AAB in your A Levels.

Then, if I do get the scholarship, what then?

I need the extra money, but I want to go to Surrey.

I prefer Surrey.

But I don't want to pass such a good opportunity.

Gah, it's just all so confusing.

I guess it'll all get better, and less confusing when I find out if I got the scholarship or not.

I'm not really expecting to get it, but whatever.

Surrey is definitely going to be my first choice if I don't get the scholarship.

There's always a time to worry about that though, right?

And now is not the time.

Think exams, think.

Maybe I'll focus enough to do okay in them...

Night!

I got a new computer chair...

And I'm not exactly sure I like it.

Well, it's not exactly new, my dad doesn't like it so he gave it to me and it's just taking some time to get used to I guess.

The back is all set up properly, so it's a little weird.

And its on Wheels! I know! Right?

Lol, I've always wanted a computer chair on wheels.

It's not the most comfortable thing to be sitting on for a long time, it's made of wood, so, like my old computer chair it gets quite uncomfortable after a while.

Oh, well.

I'm not complaining.

So, I guess that's it for tonight.

Night!

I really enjoy

Rewatching episodes of D.Gray-man, especially the later episodes.

I don't know what it is, especially around the time when Allen gets 'killed' and comes back.

I'm just strange like that.

Anyway.

So, I've also been looking at going on holiday to Japan. I know it's not going to happen, but you know, I can always dream, right?

That's the reason why I need to work hard during my last couple of months in school. I need to get into Surrey if its the last thing I do. Surrey offers the chance to go to Japan for a year abroad. And I would love to be able to go there.

My mum isn't currently letting me go, but I'll be over 18 then so there's nothing she can do about it really..

Anyway.

Not much else to say really. It's really late, so I'm going to go to bed.

Night!

Did I mention

The fight in the lolfa yesterday?

Gimme a sec whilst I check. I'm a little too tired to repeat myself...

Okay, seems I did mention that there was a fight, just not the reasons why...

So, I'm still not 100% on what happened. Apparently, someone was talking about the group of people I hang around with in school, the 'other group' as they've been dubbed by us. I'm not going to go into it because I don't want to be hunted down and gutted...

But anyway.

Apparently, they were talking about us behind our backs, calling us lesbians, saying we got all the comfy chairs in the common room. You know, that kind of immature thing.

So, yesterday dinner time, one of the boys from our group decided it would be a good joke to see how they would react if we took all of their chairs.

So, they came back, and started an argument with us. Calling us names. We ignored it obviously.

So, I guessed everything had died down and had gone back to normal.

Obviously not.

As you know, I don't usually stay in school in my free lessons. I tend to come home and help around the house.

And that's what I did. But apparently, a huge fight broke out. I don't really know the reasons behind it, but I know it was probably something immature.

I mean, Jesus Christ. We're in year 13 not year 3. Sometimes I wish I just had the confidence to go and slap them all across the face and knock some sense into them.

It really grinds on my nerves sometimes.

I don't understand it at all.

I'm hoping it will have blown over by Monday now.

But I thought the same for today. Maybe people will cool off now. I don't know.

Anyway.

I'm going to bed now.

Night!

I seem to lose

Track of time quite easily. Though, this blog has probably already noticed it, considering whenever I blog on a school night, it's usually got something to do with not being able to blog because I lost track of itme and that I don't have much time.

Not that that made much sense.

But you get the idea, right?

I usually leave blogging until, like, the very last minute before going to bed, because then I know I've completed the day and that I can blog about whatever I want.

But yeah.

There ain't really all that much to blog about.

There was this confusing argument in the lolfa today, I'm not going to go into it because I don't know what it was about really. Something about chairs and 'the other group (as they've been dubbed, basically the other year 13's that don't hang around with us)', said something calling us names.

It's all confusing stuff and I'm not sure I know what to think of it.

I'm not really a person for getting involved in arguments.

In case it wasn't obvious, I try to avoid those kind of things.

Night!

I'm really tired

So, today was Ffion's birthday, right? I probably mentioned it somewhere before on here, but at the moment. I'm too tired to remember.

But yeah, we went to TGI Fridays for her birthday. It was actually a really good night, but I'm just beat, and I have school tomorrow.

Ah, well.

Anyway.

My English Lit teacher didn't kill us for not finishing her coursework. It was quite unexplained really. And unpredictable.

Not that I'm complaining though.

And now.

I'm going to bed.

I got my job offer letter form Greggs today.

Got an induction on January the 12th.

Good times, eh?

Night!

So....

Remember about a week ago how I was talking about getting my friends 18th birthday present?

Well, yeah, the present I got her on amazon never turned up and I got an email today saying that they haven't received a shipment order from the company that was supplying it.

So, I emailed them, asking them what was going on. And they emailed me back saying that they hadn't had the shipment in, and that I could either cancel the order or I could wait for it.

Considering that my friends birthday is tomorrow, then take a guess as to which one I went for.

Yeah.

I cancelled it.

And with like 3 minutes left on the clock for express get it by next day delivery, I got her something else.

So, I know this one's on the way because I can track it and I can give it to her tomorrow night.

Though, I'm not exactly sure how much she'll like it. But I guess it was a rash decision a few minutes before time was up.

Anyway.

Got nothing much else to talk about.

Night!