Aber scholarship exams tomorrow.

That's going to be a load of fun, right?

I haven't even revised for these. I figured I'd just wing 'em and see how well they went.

See, these exams are just causing more and more turmoil in my head.

You see, I'm conflicted on which University I want to go to. I loved Surrey. God, Surrey was amazing, and I would be in my element if I went there.

And I didn't like Aber as much as I liked Surrey.

It's not that I have a problem admitting that. It's just, can I really turn down the opportunity to get £1,000 a year?

But Surrey do a scholarship thing too which you don't need to sit an exam for, you get it instantly if you get AAB in your A Levels.

Then, if I do get the scholarship, what then?

I need the extra money, but I want to go to Surrey.

I prefer Surrey.

But I don't want to pass such a good opportunity.

Gah, it's just all so confusing.

I guess it'll all get better, and less confusing when I find out if I got the scholarship or not.

I'm not really expecting to get it, but whatever.

Surrey is definitely going to be my first choice if I don't get the scholarship.

There's always a time to worry about that though, right?

And now is not the time.

Think exams, think.

Maybe I'll focus enough to do okay in them...

Night!