I made my first and second choice

Universities today.

I was really nervous doing it, but, to be honest with you. Since doing it, I haven't really felt any different.

I've put Surrey as my first choice and then Aber as my second.

It's one of those moments of my life that are going to change the outcome of my life.

I knew I wasn't going to be staying close to home.

It's not that I hate my home. I hate Swansea. I find that there's nothing in Swansea worth staying for. I mean, if I had someone with me, something that I liked about Swansea, then I might be more accommodating. But there isn't.

Nothing about Swansea persuades me to want to stay here.

I do just hate it here.

This is just something I've been feeling recently. It's not bothered me until now. Until I've started wanting to go far away to University. I've always known I want to go far away for University. The idea of staying home for university just sickens me, and I really don't understand how someone would even want to consider staying here after living here for 18 years of their life.

Two of my friends are staying in Swansea.

Oh, well,

Not much I can do about it really...

Moving on from the awfully pessimistic thoughts...

I'm going to bed now...

Night!