Sunday, 17 January 2010

Have you noticed?

That when you've played monopoly once on the internet, you have to play it like seven billion times? That's practically all I've done today. I was supposed to be doing homework, but it kinda just didn't happen. I did my English Language homework, but I can make up excuses for the rest of them. I've been on fanfiction too, something that I haven't done in a while.

There's also another thing that's been on my mind. I know I'll see the girl I mentioned a couple of blog posts ago tomorrow. I almost typed her name in, and then remembered that I wasn't going to mention her....
But yeah, I know I'll definitely see her tomorrow because we have assembly, and unless she's down the other school, she's going to in there. I truly do not wish to see her again. In all honesty, I'm quite scared. I know it sounds stupid, but my school life was going great until I heard she was coming back. Alas, though, I figure the only time I'll see her is when she's around the school since she has no classes with me that I know of anyway. I know she's definitely hasn't taken any English classes, and Maths would be to complicated for her, I hope. So it only leaves Welsh, and she wasn't in my last Welsh lesson, but that's not to say that she won't be there this week, because her clones have taken Welsh.....

I'm sounding a bit paranoid, aren't I? I just can't help it. I don't know what to do about it, and there's not much I can say to a teacher about her 'hey miss, you see her over there, we have some history together, and I don't like the fact that she's here, can you kick her out or something?' I don't think that conversation will go well. They'll spurt this crap about not trying. In all honesty, I'm not, and I don't plan on trying any time soon either. Life's cruel I guess.

I guess, I just need to stop complaining about her and move on with my life as though she's not there... it just sounds easier than it probably is. I'm expecting a confrontation, but if I steer well clear of her, I think I should be okay..... I hope....

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