I should probably

Apologise for my blog post yesterday night.

I probably shouldn't have even blogged it all.

But I was really upset, and I needed to you know, get it out of my system. I actually feel really bad about posting it on here.

But it's not like I came on here to talk about anything else.

It's my blog, and I talk about my life, and my writing.

Though, I probably should have held back on the swearing.

But yeah,

So,

Everything's okay now. No more arguing. I get my party back.

Problem solved.

Just a little family drama, is all...

Anyway, I'm going to bed now...

Night!

I'm so fucking pissed off at the moment.

So, w went to the cinema tonight, didn't we? To see Insidious, but there weren't enough cinema tickets. So, my sister, Jordan and her brother went in to see the film, and the rest of us went to see Thor.

The biggest fucking mistake of my life. My sister never told my dad she was getting a lift of Jordan, so not to bother coming to get us.

So, he's there pissed off, angry, and shouting at me in the middle of the cinema, whilst Sara is dandily on her way home. Without fucking mentioning anything to anyone.

Greta fucking move on her part.

But no, it's not Sara's fault. It's mine. No matter that there was a fucking 19 year old there either, it's my own fucking fault.

It was my responsibility, because apparently, I'm the one who has to tell everyone everything. No one else has to say anything.

I could fucking hit something at the moment.

I'm so fucking angry with Sara, myself, my dad for just shouting at me in fucking general. I'm sick of being shouted at, that's all that he does is pick on my wrongs, it's never anyone else's fault though, it's always mine.

Like, should have chosen a different university, shouldn't have done those A Level choices.

This is wrong, that is wrong.

Nothing is ever fucking right with that man.

And as a result? I'm not getting any 18th party because my younger fucking sister can't be bothered to pick up a fucking phone.

But no, it would never be anything to do with Sara. Sara would never get anything fucking taken off of her, she's too good for that.

Anyway, I think I'm probably to emotional to be blogging, and should probably be getting to bed.

Night...

So, my exam, thankfully, wasn't today.

It's tomorrow instead. I was really grateful for the extra day, but at the same time, I just really wanted to get it over with so I could revise other things too....

Oh well.

It'll definitely all be over with tomorrow, and then I only have to finish my English Lang coursework, then there's literally only a couple of tweaks left to do on my individual investigation, and I can focus entirely on my revision for my other exams...

Good times, eh?

Not really.

The end of the year is finally arriving, and all the loose ends are finally coming together.

But yeah, not much else to report otherwise...

Night!

So, my Welsh Oral exams officially start tomorrow.

And to be honest with you, I'm surprised I'm not all that worried about it...

I've done like zero revision, and it doesn't bother me at all. I usually start panicking the night before an exam, but with Welsh, if I want to get into Surrey, I don't really need it. But I'm not taking that kind of attitude. It's like, I gave up on the subject months ago, and why should I really be wasting my effort when I could be doing something else, like my English coursework, and getting ready for those exams...

But yeah...

Instead of spending my time revising today, I did some English lang coursework, then I caught up on Naruto manga.

I did find myself going 'awwh' at some places, you know, with Iruka and Naruto. That was kinda sad, but, not in a teary way, but in a cute way. I do, at some points, think Iruka can be quite annoying, and doesn't really do much. But he is important to Naruto. And he's taught Naruto some really good things, which makes him less of a useless character. He's more of a shadow character, know what I mean? He's there, but his presence is known more in the background than his time in the front....

I bet that made no sense whatsoever...

I did when I was thinking it anyway.... xD
Lol.

Anyway.

I'm going to bed now, and hopefully the trailer for that Grave Encounters thing isn't on the front page anymore, because when you're looking at it at this hour, and that's all you can see is the edited girls face. It's kinda eerie..... I have to check it every night to make sure it's gone....

Anyway....

Night!

I realised when I turned on my computer

That I'd blogged twice, and not even realised it....

I must have completely forgotten in the hour in between blogging that I had actually blogged.

That's not something I'd usually do...

Anyway.

So, I'm starting to get worried about buying my bus tickets for Alcon....

Well, I know it's really early, but if I get my tickets now, they're like 10 times cheaper than what they're going to be in like two months time....

I just suffer from paranoia, it's okay. I do get OCD about these kind of thing, you know I've checked the National Express website every day to make sure that they haven't gone up in price....

I think I should probably get that checked, it shouldn't be normal to check all of these things all the time.

Like, obsessively too. Not just, a 'Okay, I'll have a quick glance every now and again to see if the prices have gone up, if there's any newer times'. I check it, literally, every few hours.

Oh well, it's probably nothing, the inner psycho, right?

Night!

So, it's back to school tomorrow.

And guess what? I've done shit all amounts of work again.

I've been working all day again, and I was determined to come home and do some work, but I was so damn tired that I never got around to it, so I'm probably going to come home early tomorrow to do some work, and do some revision for my Welsh Oral Exams, which, I too, again, have done hardly no revision for, and the actual A Level exam is on Thursday....

Yay?

Yeah, I'm actually more interested at the moment in this idea for my new story. I'm probably going to be posting it on fictionpress soon. Just so I can get some second opinions. I really do look forward to developing this idea because I've been waiting on a good idea for a while now....

Anyway. With little else to say I leave you with one thing...

Night!

Not a long post tonight

Mainly because I'm really tired.

I was out in Katie's party last night and I got really drunk.... and I threw up over a table...

Anyway.

I'm going to go to bed now....

The cat is literally kicking me off the computer chair...

Night!