Monday, 15 August 2011

So, it's been a bad week.

We found out on Thursday that my mum does have cancer. It's been kind of depressing at home, so I've been trying to like go out and be with friends as often as possible.

Then, there's also the fact that, Ffion and me are leaving the city, country, whichever, in a couple of weeks so we're trying to spend our last moments together as often as possible.

So. It's been kinda depressing at home.

Not that it hasn't been for weeks.

I can't wait to get out.

But then, by leaving now, I'm leaving Sara to everything. Which I don't really like doing....

Sunday, 7 August 2011

So, I don't know whether a lot has happened or not

Since I last posted my blog.

You see, any other time I hadn't blogged for a week, I, first off, feel really guilty that I haven't blogged in so long, consciously.

And secondly, that I have a lot more to talk about than now.

Well, that's not actually the case, it's putting it all into words than I'm probably having trouble with.

So, lets go from the start, shall we?

So, I've been having a lot of family trouble at the moment. My mum in particular is a problem, but, Dad usually tends to follow her choice in anything, so family trouble is family trouble.

My mum has been having shoulder problems since she was in a car accident about 11 years ago now. So, a couple of months back, the hospital finally decided that there was actually something wrong, and they did an operation in hopes of sorting everything out.

That was a failure. The hospital declared it a failure a while back, and put her on a list to have another operation. So, we've got this one thing looming over our heads at the moment.

So, a few months down the line, I find myself in a car accident myself. It was two weeks ago yesterday, so I probably did mention it. There's not much to really talk about concerning the accident. It's the aftermath that's being a bit of a bitch.

So, we're all on compensation claims. I mean, I was hurt. My neck, and my back and arms were all stiff. Though, they are getting better at the moment.

So, we've got all this insurance and claims thing looming over us.

So, basically on the same day, my mum comes out with a thing of, she might have cancer, and is being tested for it. On the day of the crash, she went to the hospital to have some camera shoved up her ass, I can't really remember what it was called, but, they found a lump in her bowel (there's a history of bowel cancer in the family, so she went to see if there was a possibility of her having it too), so, all last week she was having tests, and us, as the rest of her family, were basically not allowed out of the house unless it worked for her.

So, after that, and missing a chance to hang out with my friends, because of these tests. The hospital ring us to tell us we'll have to wait a little longer for the results because the main doctor in all this, has suddenly decided to take a holiday.

So, we've now got this all hanging over our heads too.

Then, I went out drinking with friends Friday night. Well, friends and my friends friends from work. Know what I mean? I've met them before and they seem to be nice people, so there was no worry there.

Well, there shouldn't have been.

Jordan, was flirting with a boy from Cerys' work (Cerys is the friend with the ones from work), whom Cerys has the hots for. Basically, this outing into town was to see if we could set these two together because he seemed to be interested in her, and she was interested in him. So, to see how things went, we sorted it the British way. Getting drunk.

So, instantly as the alcohol is starting to set in. Jordan is flirting with the boy in front of Cerys. Cerys is getting extremely upset about this because Jordan knows who she's flirting with, and he's flirting back with her.

So, after a while, one of Cerys' work friends sorts it out and tells Jordan what she's doing wrong. So, Jordan becomes all apologetic. But basically continues doing it.

So, yesterday now, Jordan added them all as friends over facebook, and is wondering when they're all going out again because Jordan wants to go out with them all again. This upsets Cerys even more because she thinks Jordan is after him.

Jordan went out again last night for one of her other friends 18th. And was texting Cerys all night if she could have his number, and was badgering her for his number. Basically begging her for his number.

Cerys kept saying no, which got Jordan angry.

They seem to be fine today. But Cerys is pretty pissed off with Jordan because Jordan knew the whole situation and was still going at it. And I'm kinda stuck in the middle because I don't want to lose either friend because I'm leaving soon and I don't want to be leaving on bad terms.

So, we're all going out to see a film (Captain America) on Wednesday night. We're going to eat in T.G.I. Fridays before hand. So, it should all be good.

And hopefully everything will have settled down by then.

Another thing to add that's hanging over my head (and has been since I finished my A Levels) is results day. Which is a week Thursday.

It's been too long a wait. Some part of me just wants to get it over with. Another part of me doesn't want to know because I know I haven't done all that good in them....

Anyway, after a surprisingly long blog tonight. I'm heading off to bed.

Now that I've got it all written down, it does feel like a lot has happened.

Oh, yeah, and whilst I remember. Another problem to add to my growing list of problems is my DVD drive on my computer doesn't work anymore. I had to take it to Apple last week to get someone to pull a DVD out of it for me, and they basically said unless I'm willing to hand out £180, I'm basically going to have to live without a DVD drive.

Which sucks because I can't afford that at the moment.

But anyway.

I'm going to bed now.

Night!