So, I haven't blogged in the last two days because

I've been feeling really out of it.

I don't usually get ill,  but this time it was a killer. I was doping myself up on paracetamol every four hours and I was still suffering.

So, not been a good start to my summer holidays.

At least it's come this week and not next week when I'm in Malta.

I'm actually really excited, even though I know I'm probably going to die of heat stroke or something...

Anyway, the computers dying, so I'm just going to leave it there...

Night!

Oh, yeah, I'm going to see Transformers 3 (again) tomorrow. (I saw it on Wednesday, I like, forced myself out of the house to see it, because I've been dying to see it...)

I'm not feeling all that well

Actually, I don't feel well at all.

I've got this unending dry throat, and I'm aching all over.

So, I'm actually going to leave it there because all I want to do is go to sleep...

Night!

So, today has been kind of uninteresting

But I can't help but be extremely excited to have a Domino's pizza for dinner tomorrow...

I know I'm a sad person, but I do enjoy their Kickers combo, which is potato wedges and like these spicy chicken nuggets. And I'm a sap for some good chicken nuggets.

So, we're having that tomorrow as a way of celebrating the beginning of the summer holidays, and the end of the exams, even though my sister finished her exams like a week ago...

That doesn't matter though.

We'd planned on having this last Friday, but it all kinda fell through because my aunt was down, and we didn't want to be rude.

So, we're having it tomorrow instead.

Yes.

This thing does need this much planning.

And then, we're going to town, and doing some shopping.

And that's it for tomorrow.

I'm trying to find out when the film Suicide Kids comes out, does anyone know?

Apparently it's later on this summer, but I can't wait that long! I need to see a Robert Sheehan film stat...

Well, one that I haven't already seen....

So, on that obsessive note, I shall be leaving you...


Night!

So, prom

Was okay. It's not like I was disappointed with the night. I was more or less disappointed how undrunk I was.

I mean, I know I was tipsy, but I wasn't anywhere near drunk.

Which kinda sucks because I'd totally planned on being really drunk for this one.

Oh, well, we're planning on going out next Wednesday on the student night.

It'll be my first student night.

One thing that did happen at prom was I tried smoking.

I only did like one drag, but I'm curious to try some more.

But my mum or dad can't find out because they will freak.

I mean, literally kill me, bring me back to life, just to kill me again.

But that brings forth the rebel in me, and makes me want to smoke more just to piss them off....

Anyway, I'm going to bed now.

Night!

So, I've got my last exam tomorrow

Finally.

I mean, the time has gone really fast, right? But I just can't wait for it all to be over.

And then, I probably won't be blogging tomorrow because I'm going to prom tomorrow night. And I'll be drinking all night.

So, no go area there.

Anyway.

I've been getting into this TV show called Young Blades.

It's not really all that good, but it's really addictive, like, I tried watching it before, and just couldn't get past how stupid it was.

But, I'm giving it a second chance.

Just because Robert Sheehan is in it.

I know, obsessions, obsessions, obsessions, right?

Anyway.

Hoping that everything is going to go alright tomorrow...

Night!

So, my aunt is down

For quite a depressing occasion really, but there's not much I can do about it.

Tomorrow is the 1st year anniversary of my Uncle John's death. And to be honest with you, it does not feel like a year has gone by. It's flown by and I can't believe it's actually been a year.

I'm pretty sure I blogged about it, I can vaguely remember doing it.

So, I'm not going to blog for long tonight, mainly because I'm tired, and for another reason, I just don't really have all that much to blog about.

Actually, I have nothing to blog about.

I tried searching for Summer of the Flying Saucer to watch, but just couldn't find it anywhere besides on these websites that wanted to know my bank details.

I'm not that stupid.

So, I guess it'll never come to be.

Anyway.

I've done nothing else all day....

So, I'm going to bed now.

Night!

It's been a pretty uneventful day

I've walked down to Morriston. Ate food. Watched Killing Bono. Again.

Watched some Misfits again.

That's one of the beauties of being so close to the holidays, right?

I mean, I've got one exam left and then I'm done.

And hopefully don't have to worry about sitting those exams again.

I mean, I've got nothing to do besides work, going out drinking and going to Malta and Alcon throughout my holidays. So, eventually my life will just blur together one day after another.

Them pointless days, eh?

I mean, I'm 18, what else am  going to do?

Lol,

Anyway.

I'm going to bed now.

I'm not really having a lot of luck with my Misfits fanfiction (I can remember if I told you about it or not, well, I'm writing one, you know that now...), I can't seem to get everything that's flowing out of my mind onto the computer, know what I mean?

It's like, what I have in my mind is a completely different language to what I'm trying to write.

Hopefully I'll get out of this funk soon.

Night!

So, I guess I overreacted a little yesterday

Well, that wouldn't really be the right term. I guess I did the right thing by leaving it to cool off for a bit.

I was probably a little high-strung, but I guess anyone would be...

So, my dad and I got into another argument, not that that isn't unusual anymore.

But, he was insulting me, so, of course, I'd insult him back.

But in my house, that's not acceptable. We got into an argument.

It got blown way out of proportion.

End of story.

Not much else to say.

Just roll on the end of the week where I'm going to get really smashed at prom.

I told Matt I'd be on the lookout for him because it's his birthday weekend.

Not much else to talk about really.

I'm going to go to bed, because I am the one who's taking the kids to school tomorrow morning.

Night!

The internet is messing around

So I'm going to post just a quick blog, and then I'm gonna leave.

The internet has been messing around for days now, and I don't really want to test it out to see how long it lasts tonight before dying out on me.

I only just about managed to blog last night before it all caved in on me.

Anyway,

Not been a very good day, but I don't think it's a good idea to blog about it yet. Because I'm still kinda reeling from it, so it'll seem kinda like a one-sided argument, and I do need to think it over before I blog it.

It has been one of those days.

Not so much of a Happy Father's Day.

Anyway.

I'm going before the internet dies again.

Night!

And this is tonights

My internet kinda just died out on me last night before I managed to blog. It was being funny all night, so I really should have seen it coming.

Avenue Q was really good, and really funny.

But the day has left me beyond tired. And I'm working tomorrow 10-3.

Anyway.

So, as that usually stands, I will be going to sleep now, I can barely coordinate a thought, let alone to anything else...

Night!

So, this was last night's blog that never made it...

I've got an early start tomorrow and a late finish. I'm working 9-1, then I'm going to Cardiff with my sister. We're going to see Avenue Q.

Yes, the day has finally come. We bought the tickets for this like, what? Beginning of January. So, by tomorrow morning I'll be a screaming mass of excitement.

But it is a long, long day. I mean, we're not getting back into Swansea till about 9.10 in the night, so, I'll be out of the house for atleast 12 an a half hours tomorrow.

Which is usually a killer.

I know it's a killer, I've done it before.

Anyway.

I've started writing fanfiction again.

This one is a Misfits one. Not so surprisingly, considering that all I've done over the last couple of weeks is Exams, Misfits and Robert Sheehan movies.

It was really strange today, actually, to watch a film without Robert Sheehan in it (We were watching Kick-Ass, which actually has some ties to Robert Sheehan because he auditioned to be Red Mist...)

But yeah, I'm going to bed now.

Night!

So, English lit

Went okay. I guess.

There was one part that I know didn't go all that well. So I guess I can forget going to Surrey right? I mean, as I'm feeling at the moment, I'd be bloody lucky to get into Aber.

Not much I can do now though, is it?

I can try and get my B in English Lang, I'm pretty sure that covers my B for Aber, and just generally hope for the best.

Anyway. I'm going to bed now.

I am posting stupidly late...

Night!

So, I've got one of the most important exams of the rest of my career.

Well, not my career. But tomorrow is my English lit exam, and the exam I need to do really well in, so for today's blog, I will be posting  quotes.

Good times, eh?

The first set is from the Wife of Bath....:

And yes, they are spelt correctly...

'Experience, though noon auctoritee
Were in this world, is right ynogh for me
To speke oof the wo that is in marriage'

An housbande I wol have, I wol natte lette
Which shall be bothe by my dettour and my thrall'

'Deceite, weping, spinning God hath yive
To wommen kindely, whil that they may live'

'For trusteth wel, it is an impossible
That any clerk wol speke good of wives
But if it be of hooly seintes lives'

'And whan that I hadde geten unto me,
By maistrie, al the soveraintee'

'He saugh a maide walkinge him biforn,
Of which maide anon, maugree hir heed,
By verray force, he rafte hir maidenhead'

'Wommen desiren to have sovereinetee
As wel over hir housband as hir love
And for to been in maistrie him above'

'For gentillesse cometh fro God allone'

'I put me in youre wise governance'

'And eek I praye Jhesu shorte hir lives
That wol nat be governed by hir wives'

King Lear:

"Nothing will come of nothing," - Lear
"What shall Cordelia speak? Love, and be silent." - Cordelia
"Though swear'st thy gods in vain." Kent
"Hadst not been born than not to have pleased me better." Lear
"What need one?" Regan
"Sir, 'tis my occupation to be plain." Kent
"You are not worth the dust which the rude wind blows in your face." Albany
"By Jupiter, I swear no." Lear
"By Juno, I swear ay." Kent
"Or e'er I'll weep. O fool, I shall go mad." Lear.
"Shut up your doors, my Lord; 'tis a wild night." Cornwall
"Nor rain, wind, thunder, fire are my daughters." Lear.
"The wrathful skies." Kent - personification
"I am a man more sinned against than sinning." Lear
"The younger rises when the old doth fall." Edmund
"Thou sapient sir, sit here. No, you she-foxes." Lear
"Is there any cause in nature that make these hard hearts?" Lear
"Pluck out his eyes!" Goneril.
"Which is the justic, which is the thief?" Lear
"I am a very foolish, fond old man." Lear
"We that are young
Shall never see so much, nor live so long." Edgar

Oedipus:
"What was the word of the god?" Oedipus
"Sweet voice of Zeus." Chorus
"Your eyes are blind." Oedipus
"I have command, I have influence,
But not the cares of the state" Creon
"Exiled, disgraced, dishonoured." Oedipus.
"But they know who I am." Creon.
"Zeus, what have you decided to do to me?" Oedipus
"Yet longed to look into my parents eyes."
"What madness - what god descended on you?" Chorus.

So, there you have it, the long list of things I've been trying to remember all day.

I hope at least half of it has sunk in...

Night!

3 down 2 to go

So, I am now officially over half way there, and after Thursday, I'm even closer to the finishing line.

I really can't wait to get these exams over with.

Then, there's also the thing that I just can't wait to generally be out of Swansea and in a new city.

So, I've been thinking about getting a second summer job.

But I'm not sure where to go abouts it.

I'm pretty sure I don't want to go back to Asda unless I really have to.

I mean, it's not like my time there was bad, it's just, I've been there once, and I don't want to go back now...

Anyway.

I'll think about it more over the weekend, I'm going to bed.

Night!

After tomorrow

I'm over half way through my exams.

Tomorrow is my third of five exams, and boy I can't wait to be rid of it.

Mainly because, after tomorrow, I'm done with Welsh. And I'm definitely not resitting it if I've failed it. I seriously cannot wait for Welsh to be over with.

But moving on.

It is very late, and I do have to be up in the morning.

And I am taking note at how really pompous that sounds.

I bought Love/Hate today. Because, by the looks of it, I'm never going to see if otherwise...

Night!

So, I guess I'm not going

To the Olympics in 2012. I applied for my tickets months and months ago, but I guess I never got anything because the last I heard was that they were taking money between the 10th of May and the 10th of June, and I haven't had any money credited to my account for the amount of money for the tickets I applied for.

Oh, well.

Maybe I could go and stand outside the stadium or something.

I could always look on the brightside, right?

That's, £91 more for me.

But then, it is kinda disappointing because I did want to go.

But always look to the future.

My sister and me are planning on going to Rio in 2016 to see the Olympics. Or just generally go on Holiday.

Oh well.

There'll be other Olympics' before I die.

That is, if I don't die over the course of the next two years...

That made no sense whatsoever....

Moving on.

I've been sent to bed again, so...

Night!

So, I'm 18 years old, right?

And I've been sent to bed.

Yep.

Well, not that I'm arguing much, I was woken up at 7.30 this morning by work to come in early.

Which is always a killer.

At least tomorrow I get some form of lie in.

Well, I hope so anyway.

So, sorry this is such a short post, my mum is actually threatening to turn off the internet...

Night!

S'not going to be a long post

So, for the first time in a long time, I've thought about writing some fanfiction.

Some Misfits fanfiction.

The only problem is, I'm so out of practice with creative writing, and fanfiction writing, that I'm just finding it a little hard to get back into it.

I mean, I've got an idea.

I know what I want to do.

It's just getting to writing it down.

I mean, it probably doesn't help that I'm still in middle of my exams, so naturally, my creativity is drawn to a close as it is....

But anyway.

Only, what? Two weeks left of exams and then we're over.

Huzzah!

Night!

I just watched the Social Network

And it's actually pretty good.

I'm surprised, because one of my friends said that they'd seen it and thought that it wasn't all that good.

I mean, I don't think it's a film I'd buy on DVD, but it's probably a film I'd watch if it was on SkyMovies or something.

So,

I did actually wake up at 5:00am this morning, and boy was it a killer.

I mean, I was planning on watching Killing Bono again, but, considering that I can barely keep my eyes open now, doesn't really inspire me with much hope of getting through the film.

So, I'll probably leave it till tomorrow.

It's not like it's getting anywhere, is it?

And besides, the DVD of it comes out on August 29th, and I'll be there, buying it.

I do actually, really like Killing Bono. I watched it originally because Robert Sheehan was credited, then I saw that Ben Barnes was in it, and I definitely had to watch it then.

Anyway.

I'm going to bed now.

Night!

I'm going to bed

Reasonably early for once.

And only because I'm waking up at a ridiculous hour to do some revision.

I mean, I've been revising all day, right? But I feel like I've learnt shit all.

So, I'm going to set an alarm for 5 and start revising, it's something I really need to do otherwise I'm not going to get a grade in this one.

It's stupid, right?

But, I just don't feel like I've learnt anything at all today, even with the countless hours I've spent on this revising, nothing just seems to have worked, I've even tried more than one revision tactic, and neither of them seemed to have worked.

So, maybe the early morning revision thing'll do me well, right?

I am so looking forward to the end of the exams.

What a complete load of bollocks...

Night!

I'm such a total prick sometimes

That I don't know what to do with myself.

I honestly don't know where the day has gone, and suddenly, I find myself at 12:00 at night, with doing, basically, shit all amounts of revision for an A level exam that's now, tomorrow.

I might as well just kill myself now.

I'm obviously not going to get anywhere else.

Obviously not going to get into Surrey.

I'd be bloody lucky to get into Aberystwyth at this rate...

Anyway. I'm not going to sit around here moping about how shit my life is going to turn out to be.

I'm just going to go to bed.

Night!

My first exam

Went okay.

It could have gone worse, and to be honest with you, I'm pretty sure it could have gone better.

But it's too late to do anything about it now, isn't it?

So, tomorrow, I'm focusing on my Welsh exam, then after that it's English lit, then English lang.

Not too bad, but it's too late to realise that I probably should have been revising for this weeks ago... right?

Because now, I'm certainly feeling the pressure.

But I never have had a long term memory, so hopefully, this'll go well for me?

Hoping and praying here.

The only thing I need is an A in English lit. I really need that A.

So, anyway.

I'm going to bed now.

Night!

My exams start tomorrow

And to be honest, I'm pretty sure I should be more worried than I am.

It just hasn't really sunk in yet.

And then, what else can I do about it?

So, I watched the last film in the Red Riding trilogy. I think I preferred the last one to the other two, I felt that there was a lot more going on, and it definitely wasn't as open ended as the others.

Then, I watched Song for a Raggy Boy. Now that's sad.

I want to buy it on DVD, that and the Red Riding trilogy. It's weird, their not usually my type of films...

Anyway.

I'm going to bed now.

Night!

A blog from my computer?

Why, yes it is.

So, I've been working most of the day.

As per usual on a Saturday.

And now it's 1:05 on Sunday, and I'm really damn tired. So, Im going to go to bed before it's too late. Considering, at the moment, I have this bad habit of waking up at 5.38 exactly.

It's really strange....

Oh well.

Sleep time.

Night!

P.S.: this is so short because I was just watching the second part of the Red Riding trilogy. It was actually quite good :D

Yet another post from my iPod...

So, we finished watching the Misfits series tonight. Well, it would be like, my fifth time watching the series now. Bit who's counting?

Certainly not me.

Though, just watching the show again, just added onto the feeling that the series isn't going to be the same without Nathan. For me, he most definitely is my favourite character. Which is really strange as usually he would be a person I would try to avoid in real life, whilst dreaming of living their lives. Which is quite sad because I'd rather be living anyone's life besides my own.

I mean, there are some people's lives I wouldn't really like to live. But I don't really enjoy living my life. I don't really feel like I'm doing everything I want to be doing. Experiencing the world. Know what I mean?

Anyway, I'm going to sleep. So...

Night!

So, I'm posting from my iPod

I remember a time when it used to be rare that I would even post from my computer, and I would post everything like this.

I'd forgotten how much of a pain in the ass it is. So. It will be a short post, and this is why the grammar is going to be fucking shit. And nothing will make sense because of the auto correct on here.

So apologies for that.

So, basically, that's all I wanted to blog about was that I think I got my sister into Misfits. I know. The dvd's finally came today, and we watched the first episode together and she watched the second on her own.

So, we've now watched the whole first season together. And will probably watch the second tomorrow.. Exciting times, eh?

Anyway, I'm going to bed....

Night!

So, the countdown to my exams

Have started. I'm worried.

I'm trying to do something about it, but can't seem to get into the hang of it.

It's going to be a stressful couple of weeks, know what I mean?

And, I watched the first film in the Red Riding trilogy today.

It was quite good. I'll probably watch the last two, just to see what they're like.

Not much else really to talk about. I'm back in work tomorrow, which sucks, but, hey, it's money. Right?

So, I'm going off to bed. Basically because I've got shitall else to talk about.

Night!

I've developed a slight obsession with

Robert Sheehan, and Misfits.....

Misfits, for those who don't know, is a British supernatural drama about a group of young offenders who are caught in a freak storm, get struck by lightening and gain super powers.

From that synopsis, I guess many people would think that it's complete and utter shite.

But it's not.

It's actually really good.

And my favourite character is definitely Nathan. He's a right prick, but that''s why he's so likable. He's funny, witty, and, there's probably more to his character than what he lets on.

Sadly, Nathan isn't going to be there next season.

Which absolutely blows. I'm not sure how much I'll enjoy the series without Nathan in it. I mean, for me, he is the show...

So, moving on to my other obsession.

Robert Sheehan, who, coincidentally plays Nathan in Misfits.

I think he's a great actor, and I've now seen a decent enough amount of his movies to say that. I'm still looking for some of his stuff, but I watched him in Season of the Witch, Killing Bono, An Créatúr, Cherrybomb, I've got three more lined up (obsessions, remember?) and I think I'll probably will have to call it quits, because otherwise it does seem a little stalkerish....

Know what I mean?

I think the Irish accent does it too.

But who doesn't like an Irish accent, right?

Anyway.

I'm going to bed now....

Night!