So, I met Darren Shan today.

And it was fucking awesome.

I'm sorry, but in this event, swearing was necessary.

I'm apparently supposed to working tomorrow, but, I don't know whether she knew it was me or some other person who has the same name as me.

So, I'm going to ring up and ask about that tomorrow.

Because, to be honest with you, I don't really want to be going in there and them being like, oh, what are you doing here? when I could be at home doing some revision for my exams...

Anyway.

I'm going to bed now.

And for some reason, the little voice in my head that's repeating this to me as I type is thinking this in an Irish accent.

Do you think that's normal?

Probably not.

Though, I have been watching one hell of a lot of Irish films these days....

Night!

I've had a fun couple of nights

And that's all really.

I've felt like shit all day. And still feel like shit now, if I'm going to be honest with you.

Anyway.

I'm going to meet Darren Shan tomorrow, and I'm really excited. Hopefully, I'll get a picture taken with him, and everything will be alright.

But yeah, not really much else to say at the moment.

And it doesn't help that I'm really damn tired.

Maybe tomorrow I'll talk about the films I've seen recently. That'll keep me going for a while, right?

Night!

So, my 18th birthday party starts tomorrow

And I probably won't be blogging at all between now and like, Sunday.

Reason one being, that my friends are over for a sleepover tomorrow night.

Reason two being, I'll be out on the Wind Street on Saturday night.

It's like a double whammy or something.

I'll try and blog tomorrow before all my friends come, but you know what I'm like with remembering to blog.

So, consider is a leave of absence or something.

I'm just shit at keeping up with things. Why do you think I fail all my exams?

Anyway.

I'm going to bed now...

Night!

I finished watching Misfits

And it's a really amazing show.

I'm not too sure about whether I'll be watching season 3 though if Nathan isn't in it, to me he is like, the show itself. It just wouldn't be the same without him.

I'm not too sure about why he's not coming back. Whether it was his decision, the writers. I don't know.

And to be honest with you, I don't really care either.

But yeah.

It's not going to be the same without him. I might give it a go for a while, but I'm not too sure.

And I'm going to bed now.

Night!

I've been watching Misfits.

And it's super funny so far. I've just started season two and it's really good so far.

I mean, I know there isn't a lot of episodes per season, and I've read that the guy who plays Nathan isn't coming back (which sucks, because Nathan is like the funniest character of the show), but I'll finish watching the series to see what happens.

That's all really.

My phone is all set up and running.

I'm enjoying my first contract phone.

Moving on. I'm going to bed...

Night!

I've had a good day for once!

As today is my 18th birthday, and my first official day of study leave, I decided to celebrate by doing shitall.

So, I was woken at 6.50 by the parents to give me my parents. Then, after that, I got changed and eagerly anticipated the mail man who was due around any time. Not so that I could get cards  (I only got one in the end anyway...), to see if my Pringles had FINALLY come today (on this count, I was sadly disappointed...).

But after that. I watched my new DVD, 5 Centimeters Per Second, which I can't say whether I like or not because I didn't really pay all that much attention to because I was getting emails from facebook with people wishing me a happy birthday.

Then, after that, Sara and I went into town, and I got my new phone, which I'm totally loving at the moment.

Then, we met up with Cerys and Jordan and got some party stuff with them.

And for the rest of the day I've just lazed around.

It's been real good fun actually.

As you can probably already guess. I am quite the lazy person.

But anyway. For tomorrow. Revision or cleaning my room?

Both are quite essential. So, I might clean my room in the morning and revise in the afternoon?

Sounds like a plan...

Night!

My last day as a 17 year old.

And to be honest with you, it's been quite a stressful one.

Neil was okay with me today. I don't know whether it was because I was the only other person he could talk to. Or because he was stressed too.

The other worker called in sick, and it was really busy in work today.

I was just about ready to kill myself.

Anyway.

I'm not really going to focus on the bad things. I just can't wait to turn 18.


Not long left now...

I kinda lost track of all my thoughts, so I'm just going to leave you there and come back to you when I'm 18 :D

Night!

So, it's been a really long day today.

And I'm being serious. It's like, I've done nothing but be awake since 6.30 this morning.

I don't even know why I was awake at 6.30 this morning, especially considering that I wasn't even working until 1 this afternoon.

Anyway.

Working again tomorrow. Good times, eh?

I really don't want to be there, Neil is going to be there, and he's just clueless and disorganized and then blames everything on me.

I'll try my best to stand im tomorrow and make myself seem busy. But it's a Sunday, you can't really find something to do all day....

Moving onwards.

I'm going to bed really early tonight, more or less because I'm so tired.

And I'm staying up tomorrow to see my birthday in :D

Night!

Finally finished school!

So, it's been quite an eventful day.

Got into school, and then, first off, we filled water balloons, and then, we painted a 'for sale' sign to go on the front of the school.

Then, we went and painted our handprints onto the wall. Put really loud music on.

Threw water balloons at younger kids from the fourth floor window.

Got shouted at for throwing water balloons and painting on the wall.

Then,we went to the Farewell ceremony, where the teachers proceeded to do this:




It was quite funny.

Then, we had a pizza party, and waited for the end of the day.

So happy that I've left.

It's finally come after seven years of waiting! Lol.

Anyway.

Work tomorrow, so I'm going to bed.

Night!

Last Day of School tomorrow

I've been waiting for this day for like, the last two years of my life.

I was ready to leave back in GCSE's, let alone now.

I'm ready to move on with my life.

And, to be honest with you, I'm not sad about going. Some people seem to be quite sad to be leaving. But I seriously can't wait for the end of tomorrow.

It doesn't look like we have many lessons tomorrow, and we're having like this party tomorrow.

And, it seems like we're pulling a couple of pranks. I'm not really into that kind of thing, but, I guess it'll be fun anyway, right?

I guess that'll probably all I'll blog about tomorrow, and then complain because I have to work on Saturday.

Oh, well.

Hopefully they won't fire me. I know I'm a useless worker, and I will try my hardest to be a better work. But, I do need guidance on how to be a better worker....

Anyway.

I'm going to bed now...

Night!

I've been doing a Welsh test

Well, it was supposed to be a test, but I brought it home and cheated my way through it.

Not intentionally. I've just not had the time to revise for it. Well, I probably have, but you know me, I'm just a lazy sucker.

Anyway.

So, I'm going to share with you a song that always remains close to me. Yes. A song close to me other than Flyleaf music...



This is Breaking Benjamin's Evil Angel.

I first started listening to Breaking Benjamin with this song:



This is Had Enough, and even though an amazing song.

To me, it's never going to be as good as Evil Angel. I always find it difficult to choose a favourite Breaking Benjamin song, because I love them all. But Evil Angel is always the one that stands out the most.

That, and like every song of their Dear Agony album. I think that has to be my favourite of all their albums...

But yeah.

I love Evil Angel. I can always find inspiration from this song, and hopefully, it'll stay with me for a lot longer :D

Night!

The internet

Is being particularly shit tonight. I don't know what's wrong with it.

It's been playing up for the last two or so days, but it just takes forever to load things up, or load things partially and then it just stops loading videos all together.

It's really frustrating when you're trying to watch something and you have to keep pausing it to play it.

That's basically it.

In case you're wondering, it's the Runaways that I was watching.

I am surprised at how good it actually is.

I didn't have much faith for the film, but it turned out to be a lot better than I thought it would...

Anyway.

I'm going to bed now.

Night!

Not really got much to say

I've got a Welsh test tomorrow, and my day has been kinda boring. Not really done much.

But yet, here I am.

Again.

I guess by the end, I'll probably have someone kicking me off for complaining too much about my life.

Or having nothing ever going on in my life to talk about.

One way or the other. I don't really care at this point.

So, I'm paying for Prom tomorrow. Which, I'm not too certain about.

Like a week ago, not many people were going, but now that some things have been cleared out. There seems to be more people going.

The only people that don't seem to be going are people who won't be 18 yet. Which, is understandable, considering that they seem to be quite strict on their underage drinking.

They are a five star hotel from what I hear.

Probably not.

But, oh well, what can you do, eh?

Night!

500 Blog posts!

Yep. We've finally made it. And I never thought I'd actually get this far into my blogger account.

I usually stop daily blogging about a week into blogging. Know what I mean?

Probably not.

But, I usually commit to blogging everyday and then never do it.

Of course, my track record here hasn't been spotless or anything, but I've never not blogged if I'm on the computer. I don't blog when I'm at a friends house, or I'm at a party and know I'm not going to be coherent enough to blog.

Tried it once.

Didn't work out all that well for me.

So. I've had a particularly shit day at work. The senior sales who was there seemed to have some sort of problem with me.

He wanted me to do about a million and one things, and then, when, I forget to do one thing. He growls at me and has a go at me.

And I'm being serious here. He growled at me.

I'm sure that's got to be illegal at some level.

He's just a prick.

Honestly, I could just about fucking kill the little prick.

I come into work at store opening hours and there's like nothing set up.

So I set up shop and serve customers whilst he goes around the back of the shop and does shit all.

I hate people like that.

I'd better not dwell on it, because otherwise I'll be thinking about that more than anything else.

Night!

Lol! The Eurovision Song contest.

So, I'm not sure how big the Eurovision Song contest is beyond Europe, so I'll basically give it a low down. It's a song contest. Mainly consisting of European countries. Though, Russia is in there too.

I've never taken it seriously, some people do.

Which is why, I voted for Jedward.

I never really listened to Jedward before. I'm not really big into the X Factor, I usually watch like, the auditions, heck, I only watch like half of those these days too... and that's it.

But I don't have any ill intentions towards them.

But I thought they were really funny tonight, so I voted for them.

And Moldova.

Moldova were funny too.

Didn't really think much of Azerbaijan, but congrats to them.

See them next year.

Probably won't think of their song every again, but, oh well...

Night!

I didn't blog yesterday because...

Blogger was down, it kept telling me that it was unavailable. Which sucks, because now I'm down one count on my May blog month.

Well, I should be two, but I accidentally posted twice in one day a couple of days ago....

Oh, well,

So, hopefully, I'm getting a new phone tomorrow. I can't really make any promises at the moment, because, knowing what I'm like, I get really discouraged about buying new stuff. Especially, when there's not really much wrong with the phone I've got now.

Moving on (this will be a short blog. I'm not feeling too good and I've got work in the morning), the Eurovision is tomorrow. I'm usually a little more excited than this. But at this moment in time, I don't care too much.

Anyway.

I get a Cantonese out of it, so, all is well.

Night!

So, I went to see Insidious...

And, to be honest with you, I'm quite disappointed. I didn't think it was as scary as people were making it out to be.

I mean, of course, I was scared. But not the same as what I was with Paranormal Activity. I mean, when I went to see that in the cinema, I couldn't think of it for weeks without being scared. But with this one. I don't really feel anything.

I thought it was quite farfetched. Especially at the end. I mean, like the last hour or so when you find out about the child being in the 'further' or whatever. And that the same happened to his father.

That was a bit out there.

And then, I thought the ending as really similar to Paranormal Activity.

It was a good film, don't get me wrong, and I was scared whilst watching it.

But that's it. It's done nothing for me since.

But anyway.

It's late and now I'm going to bed....

Night!

So, I don't really know what to blog about...

It's not really been an eventful day.

I've not really done much all day.

Nothing worth talking about anyway.

I can feel the tension rising between my friends though, and thankfully, there's only a week and a half left of school, so then, we all get a chance to cool down and not be around each other for a while.

It makes things a little easier, at least, after not seeing each other for so long.

We can breathe a little easier, and I'll be 18, so I can do more with my life.

I think, though, that the boiling point has reached it's limit. Ffion was apparently having a go at Cerys in school today.

I wasn't there.

I went home.

So, I can't really talk about it because I don't know what exactly happened.

So, I'm going to bed...

Night!

Is being this excited to turn 18 normal?

I mean, it's literally the only thing on my mind lately.

Stuff exams, I'm ready to go out drinking and having fun....

Well,

Not to that extent. I just want to have the freedom to know, yeah, I can do that without really having to ask anyone about it because I'm legally an adult.

And the pay rise.

The pay rise in work is great too.

So, I finished all my coursework today.

Like, literally, my last coursework in Bryn Tawe is now finished. I'm so happy to be leaving.

Only two weeks left and I'm not longer a student of the school.

Well, I don't have to turn up any longer for lessons.

Not that I legally have to turn up anyway, but you get what I mean, right?

I'm no longer a Year 13 Sixth Form student any longer after today.

Jumping on from my joy.

I'm going to watch epic moments of Naruto and then go to bed.

By epic moments, I mean, rewatching my favourite moments of Shippuden and then going to bed. It's always a good plan if I do it like that :D

Night!

Going back to school tomorrow.

And I'm still worrying about my bus times, or well, buying my bus tickets...

I know, I know.

Too soon?

Yeah.

But, I want to buy them to get everything out of the way.

Speaking of buying everything, this week, I need to buy my learner's permit for my ID, then, I need to pay for Prom, and then I need to buy my pringles for my birthday...

Yep.

I'm downgrading to buying my own birthday presents...

But not much else is going on in my life at the moment, to be honest with you...

So, I'm going to bed now.

Do you think if I put my page up to ten posts on the front page that that freaky trailer would have gone?

I hope so, but I'll do that tomorrow.

Anyway.


Night!

I should probably

Apologise for my blog post yesterday night.

I probably shouldn't have even blogged it all.

But I was really upset, and I needed to you know, get it out of my system. I actually feel really bad about posting it on here.

But it's not like I came on here to talk about anything else.

It's my blog, and I talk about my life, and my writing.

Though, I probably should have held back on the swearing.

But yeah,

So,

Everything's okay now. No more arguing. I get my party back.

Problem solved.

Just a little family drama, is all...

Anyway, I'm going to bed now...

Night!

I'm so fucking pissed off at the moment.

So, w went to the cinema tonight, didn't we? To see Insidious, but there weren't enough cinema tickets. So, my sister, Jordan and her brother went in to see the film, and the rest of us went to see Thor.

The biggest fucking mistake of my life. My sister never told my dad she was getting a lift of Jordan, so not to bother coming to get us.

So, he's there pissed off, angry, and shouting at me in the middle of the cinema, whilst Sara is dandily on her way home. Without fucking mentioning anything to anyone.

Greta fucking move on her part.

But no, it's not Sara's fault. It's mine. No matter that there was a fucking 19 year old there either, it's my own fucking fault.

It was my responsibility, because apparently, I'm the one who has to tell everyone everything. No one else has to say anything.

I could fucking hit something at the moment.

I'm so fucking angry with Sara, myself, my dad for just shouting at me in fucking general. I'm sick of being shouted at, that's all that he does is pick on my wrongs, it's never anyone else's fault though, it's always mine.

Like, should have chosen a different university, shouldn't have done those A Level choices.

This is wrong, that is wrong.

Nothing is ever fucking right with that man.

And as a result? I'm not getting any 18th party because my younger fucking sister can't be bothered to pick up a fucking phone.

But no, it would never be anything to do with Sara. Sara would never get anything fucking taken off of her, she's too good for that.

Anyway, I think I'm probably to emotional to be blogging, and should probably be getting to bed.

Night...

So, my exam, thankfully, wasn't today.

It's tomorrow instead. I was really grateful for the extra day, but at the same time, I just really wanted to get it over with so I could revise other things too....

Oh well.

It'll definitely all be over with tomorrow, and then I only have to finish my English Lang coursework, then there's literally only a couple of tweaks left to do on my individual investigation, and I can focus entirely on my revision for my other exams...

Good times, eh?

Not really.

The end of the year is finally arriving, and all the loose ends are finally coming together.

But yeah, not much else to report otherwise...

Night!

So, my Welsh Oral exams officially start tomorrow.

And to be honest with you, I'm surprised I'm not all that worried about it...

I've done like zero revision, and it doesn't bother me at all. I usually start panicking the night before an exam, but with Welsh, if I want to get into Surrey, I don't really need it. But I'm not taking that kind of attitude. It's like, I gave up on the subject months ago, and why should I really be wasting my effort when I could be doing something else, like my English coursework, and getting ready for those exams...

But yeah...

Instead of spending my time revising today, I did some English lang coursework, then I caught up on Naruto manga.

I did find myself going 'awwh' at some places, you know, with Iruka and Naruto. That was kinda sad, but, not in a teary way, but in a cute way. I do, at some points, think Iruka can be quite annoying, and doesn't really do much. But he is important to Naruto. And he's taught Naruto some really good things, which makes him less of a useless character. He's more of a shadow character, know what I mean? He's there, but his presence is known more in the background than his time in the front....

I bet that made no sense whatsoever...

I did when I was thinking it anyway.... xD
Lol.

Anyway.

I'm going to bed now, and hopefully the trailer for that Grave Encounters thing isn't on the front page anymore, because when you're looking at it at this hour, and that's all you can see is the edited girls face. It's kinda eerie..... I have to check it every night to make sure it's gone....

Anyway....

Night!

I realised when I turned on my computer

That I'd blogged twice, and not even realised it....

I must have completely forgotten in the hour in between blogging that I had actually blogged.

That's not something I'd usually do...

Anyway.

So, I'm starting to get worried about buying my bus tickets for Alcon....

Well, I know it's really early, but if I get my tickets now, they're like 10 times cheaper than what they're going to be in like two months time....

I just suffer from paranoia, it's okay. I do get OCD about these kind of thing, you know I've checked the National Express website every day to make sure that they haven't gone up in price....

I think I should probably get that checked, it shouldn't be normal to check all of these things all the time.

Like, obsessively too. Not just, a 'Okay, I'll have a quick glance every now and again to see if the prices have gone up, if there's any newer times'. I check it, literally, every few hours.

Oh well, it's probably nothing, the inner psycho, right?

Night!

So, it's back to school tomorrow.

And guess what? I've done shit all amounts of work again.

I've been working all day again, and I was determined to come home and do some work, but I was so damn tired that I never got around to it, so I'm probably going to come home early tomorrow to do some work, and do some revision for my Welsh Oral Exams, which, I too, again, have done hardly no revision for, and the actual A Level exam is on Thursday....

Yay?

Yeah, I'm actually more interested at the moment in this idea for my new story. I'm probably going to be posting it on fictionpress soon. Just so I can get some second opinions. I really do look forward to developing this idea because I've been waiting on a good idea for a while now....

Anyway. With little else to say I leave you with one thing...

Night!

Not a long post tonight

Mainly because I'm really tired.

I was out in Katie's party last night and I got really drunk.... and I threw up over a table...

Anyway.

I'm going to go to bed now....

The cat is literally kicking me off the computer chair...

Night!